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spin it off: knockin' on heaven's door by guns 'n roses
off the shelf: angela's ashes by frank mccourt

i dont have enough time! i've said it once, im gonna say it again. i dont have enough time!! argh it's so irritating when there's so much to do and there's so little time to complete them all. mye coming and i havent even started mugging. im not gonna make it for mye. but then i think about God. so okay, im so going to make it. in Him, anything is possible. i cast my worries upon You, Lord.

there's just too many things to do. and worry about. i hope our cheerleading routine is okay. i hope i'll have time to study for mye. i hope i'll pass my maths. i hope everything goes okay. i hope i wont be too tired. i hope things wont screw up. i hope syf is gonna be excellent. but they are all just 'i hope' s urgh how can i turn them into 'this is gonna happen' s? ok rhetorical question. but just in case anybody knows, please tell me okay.

next week is gonna be as busy (if not busier) that this week. i havent studied for chem! deadeth man. im so proud of the choir girls. CEDAR CHOIR IS LIKE, THE BEST GIRLS CHOIR IN THE WHOLE OF SINGAPORE WHOOHOO!!! ((:

i feel like a meanie. i thank God for susan leong. i mean, compared to principals from other schools she's super super nice. and she's really capable too. i feel so bad when she actually teared in front of the whole school yesterday. its like our batch is a letdown. i hope its not gonna be a letdown. i hope we can make her proud of us again. i mean she's always been so encouraging and she believes in us. after yesterday i feel so driven to study really really hard for o's. i hope the class changes our attitude too. blah.

ok i shall go read angela's ashes for a while. it's so nice!!