screw you.

spin it off: mexican wine by fountains of wayne (proven therapeutic)
off the shelf: that's not my tractor by f.watts and r.wells (proven therapeutic as well)

not feeling that stressed anymore thanks to running and music and books. i cant imagine living without music. well, still very stressed, but at least it isnt throbbing and pounding in my head like it was just now. it's already a national issue and im feeling super scrwed. of the gazillion of pictures they just gotta put that one up and it's not even obscene. just what the hell is wrong with all these deprived freaks of nation. talk about respect for another's privacy. since theyre so hooked on this weird notion why dont they just take their own pictures and put them up. suckers. i hate sg girls. i hate the people who twist the media.i hate the whole damn thing.

and then there's the stress of O's. i dont know if i can qualify for that. and i HAVE TO get A1 for chinese. there's no other way out. i dread the coming monday. i dread tomorrow. i dont wanna go school. what a great start to being sixteen.

BANG, BANG, ON THE BATHROOM DOOR. FALL, FALL, THE TEARS ARE FALLING. RING, RING, WHO'S THAT CALLING. STOP, STOP, STOP YOUR BAWLING. un-sweet sixteen.