mondays are gloomy days. first of all, there's monday blues. to make things worse, monday is the worst and longest day of schooldays because lessons end at 5. thirdly, the last period is pe. i can just bang my head on the wall. luckily i didnt have to do pe today because of my cramps!! :D i know i shouldnt be sounding happy about cramps, but sheesh they got me away from pe! samu sprained his ankle and chris cut his leg during pe today. pe is a dangerous game. people should stay away from it. and then it poured. as in, SERIOUSLY POURED. the lightnings were so scary, but the rain was a pretty sight :) people were actually taking pictures of it from the grand stand. i love the grand stand.

ptm was boring. ugh. im so tired now i cant think straight, but im done sending the pics to people. pfft. i love my class. nick went away from cj for real this time :( i still think hes really stupid for doing that, no offense nick! u know im just kidding la. but i think you're gonna be even more stressed in sp.

things got miserable yesterday. i feel guilty for making him feel this way. is it my fault. i dont know la. but somehow i feel like its my fault. but if i do it against my heart's wishes, then wont it be a greater crime? i know alot of peeps are gna think im a bitch or smth. but what the heck. im over that. ok i dont know what im typing about anymore. i cant keep my eyes focused. im gonna snooze.