2005 la dee dah!

MERRY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAY NEXT YEAR BE FULL OF HOT GUYS AND OTHER BLESSINGS!!! 6 A1s WAIT FOR ME! DONT PANGSEH ME!

i love ben i love ben. bens my man. bens my man. bens my man. bens my man. bens my man. bens my man. i cant get enough of him. eek. these 2 mths have been the most wonderful and the bestest of 2004. whats done cant be undone. ugh. i still cant believe i did all those silly stuff yesternight. argh thats it. no more drinking for me la mama. what the hell man. cat went nuts too. cant believe i puked on THAT SHIRT!!!!!! i mean it's...THAT SHIRT!!!! ugh. how thick can i get even when im unconscious. okay hold on that sounds wrong somehow but never mind. spent the night at the service hotel and then cat's friends sent us home early in the morning. got home at around 9 and then i snoozed till 11 when i decided to check my cellphone. and then i calld ben and talkd to him for a bit before both of us decide to sleep some more. woke up at around 2 in the noon and then ben calld. decided to eat at sakae cos we were freakin hungry. but then we realized that theres no eat-all-you-can on weekends and public holidays. blah whatever. too hungry to care about eat-all-you-cans.

okay so everybody's going ben is such a nice guy! esp cat's friends. and esp after what happend last night. im lucky/ diabetic/ madly happy. sigh. what to do. at the risk of sounding cheesy, he's an answer to my prayer. ...really!! and so much more than that. okay its kinda weird typing all these stuff on my blog so agh! better stop it now. but okay one last time. ben is the man. my man. whaha (:

i love sasha's nickname: (: NEVERMIND. life is too short to care about homework. HOW TRUE!! oh wells. i'll just get screwed up down left right when school starts on monday. haha. and handbell is really driving me to the ends of my tolerance level. i cant believe i'll be busy with bells 5 out of 7 days of the week. im so gonna miss ben. like freakinmuch. i'll tell of how i suffer from benjy-dictis syndrome. IF i survive the week. pray hard people.

oh yes and i watched meet the fockers yesterday with kyna. omygosh its so funny everybody (even those under 16) should watch it. went esplanade to meet auds and smily and alvin after that. however, due to the lack of ideas on what to do there, we went back to town. walked around aimlessly for a bit. and then ben and i went away.

what a great way to start this new year. 2005's gonna be great. i can feel it in my bones. eek! love you people!! ttfn. <3