it's my party and i'll cry if i want to

phew- just came back from qian's place and im so tired! omgness cant believe she's 16 alr! whahah okay she's not 16 YET until TUESDAY. but what the heck she's almost there and i still gotta wait till may! no fair! but anyway it was quite fun over at qian's place and i couldnt stop laughing cos of shar! plain retarded! but it was damn fun (: and then i drew hiphopgirl her geisha lips and they had to hold her in order to take a picture of her and so it ended up looking like a rape scene. el dropped my phone and the whole thing was totally dismantled ugh but it's pretty alright now. i hope. oh well. venetia gave me a lift home whahah but we had to wait for 20 minutes for a bloody cab. phew okay am rather tired. i hope qian likes the stuff we got her cos i do!! a lot of people who were supposed to turn up didnt.but it was rather fun cos of the people who were present. and we were so stuffed with food im still so full. argh cant wait for chinese o's to be over! and the May babies already decided what to do for our birthdays (: a hint: it's damn cool la. i love princess, jojo, tubby and cookie so much!! but i love jojo the best!! i still cant believe MOFO wore a dress today haha but she looked really cute.


went to watch The Aviator with ben yesterday. omgness. i think everybody should watch that cos it's so so so nice!! in a bleak sort of manner but still, it's really good! and leo is such a good actor with such a good body (EEK!). certain parts were rather twisted and sick though. agh. GO WATCH IT!!!! i wanna watch it again! i indulged in a lot of sinful stuff yesterday. like a mini ben and jerry's cookie dough, a large mos fries and coke. and im putting on weight it's so gross argh. irritating shiat! it feels so good to see ben again after so many days. and i hate to know that i gotta wait so many more days till the next time im gonna see him again. how trashy. ugh. ooh and we saw b***j** queen today at taka. she's got really weird friends man. and really weird clothes. and hair. -shudders- okay i shall not be mean. but what the heck. i was stating facts.

i miss ben so freakin much graa. and im so glad that he's mine heheh. sod off la he's mine. he's taken. booked. for life. okay sorry people (: im so happy. im so glad. im so high. im so excited. iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou!

I cant get enough of you baby

I cant get enough of you baby

Yes it's true

Baby yes it's true

Whenever we kiss I get a feeling like this

I get a feeling I can never go on

My heart cries out- more baby

It feels so good

I wish there was more of you, more of you to touch

I cant get enough of you baby

I cant get enough of you baby

Right or wrong

Baby right or wrong

When you had to go

I hated the thought, I only wish the night was twice as long

my heart cries out- more baby

I love you so much I wish that there was, more of you to touch

I cant get enough of you baby ( cant get enough of you baby)

I cant get enough of you baby ( cant get enough of you baby)

I cant get enough of you baby ( yeah!)

i want a flawless complexion! but how can i get it? like, how many gazillion skin-care'products do

i have to get before i achieve that? rhetorical. heard ellen (my cousin) lost her phone AGAIN. this is the number 2463764878 time already i think and she spent around thou over bucks on phones alone for the few months that she's in sg. haiyer i miss ballet. this is nuts okay i wanna dance again. but a little too late huh. cant believe i was the ballet teacher's pet hahah! i miss the times jessica (my partner) and i were made to demo in front of the class. and i miss the tutus.

the pretty tie-hair thinggies. the stockings! i had so many of them ugh! okay this is getting worse. -sigh- i miss ballet. i was telling my mum that when she was here and she was like, 'you wanted to quit ballet yourself what.' AGH so mean la. but at least i know what to do with the long break after O's now. i shall take up a new language and dance classes. yayness babeh.

going church tomorrow! hopefully pastor prince is back already! oh and i saw jan and linus at cine yesterday. they look so cute together la. i realize that getting presents for people cause a headache. but headaches are better than migraines. i shall tell people what i want for my birthday so it wont be so headache-y for them heheh. i am so nice.