i dont know what to feel. its confusing. i made improvements from mid year, but somehow when those improvements are put together they seem so slight they hardly made a difference at all. but my mom's happy for me cos of the improvements, and she's actually flying in for the graduation ceremony. i love my mom for being such a great mom that she is. lit is definitely disappointing. i thought i'd do better for twelfth night than for kotc cos i actually went thru the whole shakespearen text and the notes that she gave us, whereas i barely flipped thru the notes that i wrote last year for kotc. in the end only kotc was okay. the rest are crap. that definitely sucked big time. the other subjects are definitely bad. i gotta slog my ass off for math. i better do. sop and i decided to stay back everyday for whats left of the weeks before the big O's. im scared lah.

i think mr yau is The Magic. like, OMG!! (: at least i qualify for jc now, but the thing is, i dno which to go. or shd i just go MI and have more fun. haiyer this is what you get for being dumb. i hate menses.