i'll miss cedar and be happy. happy as in:

MADLY happy not just heehee smiling happy but genuinely happy i can feel my heart smiling and swelling with the happiness of being everything that i am. its not just any kind of happy that i can find elsewhere.

get it?
no you dont, unless you're one of them girls.

for who else share the passion of founding temporary societies like Give Up On School and FPG. and being really retarded and act like other people are the retarded ones when they give weird looks. and laugh in a few seconds for no apparent reason. and make use of our clever inventions of new languages that nobody else understands. and have cheap thrills like acting out Oprah's show during PE lessons.

i swear there are none who can compare to you guys in terms of awesomity and insanity and gullibility and fun..ninity. oh man i cant help it i feel like crying. i was looking at the old class pictures ( the official one where everybody fails to look good except kate ) and the messages that my girlfriends left at the opposite pages. i miss those times. im really really gonna miss you guys. i cant imagine being in a new school full of people i dont know (maybe not all, but still). i cant imagine how im gna be next year. jc's definitely gna change all of us, even if just for a little bit. im not exactly looking forward to that change. i'll probly cry my eyes out on grad night and look really bad with all the watery makeup stuff.

here's to doing childish stuff like wetting the toilet paper and sticking them up on the ceiling, like changing the direction of the exit signs, like trying to scare teachers with the scary cardboard monsters.
here's to being observant to spidermien's spaceship shoes, to ooi's flabby arms while she was shaking the benedict solution, to jelani's sexy bicycle and tight clothes.
here's to cutting queues in the canteen and ordering 15 plates of horfun at one go, to have always been wanting to hide behind that huge tree during jogging (and now we dnt have the chance anymore shar).
here's to keeping the extra tray of muffins in the homec room drawer, to get mr chew do our DnT stuff, to being defiant.

here's to my girl friends,
who made me understand what being a true friend is,
who shared the major and little ups and downs,
who'll make cry my eyes out on grad night,
who'll make me laugh with fondness and tear with (insert the noun of missing)when i think back of this moment in life.

i'll so freaking miss you guys to bits.