i never expected it to be so hard. omg its unbearable. just shoot me.

tp is super sucky i dont wanna stay here for so long omg id rather just work my arse off or sth along that line. maybe one day's too early to form such a judgement, but isnt cheering in hokkien a little too severe? and there are like so many neighbourhoodies here i just cant fit in! urgh. id rather retain and stay back in cedar. okay maybe not retain but just not go tp. yuck.