physics was disappointing. im so screwing my o's up. 2 more days i cant wait. i cant wait. i really cant wait. then there's prom next week. so many people are not gg or leaving halfway.okay actually shar is leaving halfway. shalom and hana and daph arent gg. trust these people to do these kind of stuff. i dno what to expect for amath tomorrow. i want to dig a hole and stay there forever. lit was horrible. really horrible. even mrs foo said that it was difficult :l i dont want to get a C. but i know it'll happen. something bad will happen. haiyer i'll miss bitching abt helena kingshaw and the hoopers.

i dont know why but the font looks so big on this com. man physics was bad. argh okay shut up sandra. i feel weird writing my name on the answer sheets. im so used to people calling me bra (thanks to el and her wonderful little invention).

mani, pedi, money, more,
shop until my feet are sore.
fly back home for spa and stores,
many, pedi, money, more!

ok thats dumb. how random. and spontaneous over space and time. shar, hana and i saw The Penguin Man of PP Mac's today. he's so cute!! hana wants to take a video of him. im gna miss seeing The Penguin Man. o's are almost over and sometimes i get the slightest feeling, just a hint of it playing around, that it isnt anything significant. studying confuse me.

please dont leave so soon. it's just way too soon. i hate saying goodbye. i never have, never am, and never will be good at it. who's gna be here for me when you're there? who's gna listen to me even in the dead of night when youre miles away? its been great these 4yrs (almost) and then suddenly you just have to go. im standing still.

i wonder how many feelings a person can have at any one time, because right now, i think all the feelings ever invented are mashed up and clogging my veins.