this night feels funny. its not like any other ordinary night. i cant explain why. i did half of xinmin amath paper and a few chem questions frm st nicks paper. thats very little i know, but it hardly bothers me tonight. i cant explain why. i want to go cj for first 3 mths but i dnt know if i can make it or not. i really hope i do because now i really want to go cj for first 3 mths. i cant explain why. there certainly is a lot of things that i cant explain tonight. i cant explain why.

today shar and i invented the McLanguage. its the sacred language of McDonalds. i did tkgs amath paper2 just now at mac's, so it wasnt that bad. and i had McFLUFFY! (: i love McFLUFFY! who doesnt?! tomorrow is tuesday. last official day of school on friday. uh oh. talking about tomorrow, we're all gonna have McBreakfast (is that wat mac's call their breakfast stuff?) during recess tomorrow YEEHAW!

a feeling that has not occured to me in a while has again arrived...and to tell you the truth, it only felt this way when she and i split. This has taken me by surprise, and it has brought me to my knees again. To be honest, I do not want you to go away, and i pray you don't. However, for better or for worse, what must come will come, and you'll be the sandra i know for the present, the past, and for the years to come.

because you have tamed me.

dear boy, i do miss you. and i cant explain why.