i dont know why but i'm feeling really upset. for lost loves. for loves that didnt even have a chance to begin. and for many other things. but i dont know why im feeling so upset for. and then i keep thinking about the depressing thing that we were talking about a few days back. scenario:

boy likes girl. girl likes boy. boy didnt tell girl. girl didnt tell boy. another boy likes girl. girl likes the another boy. boy feels sad and stupid.

that is such a waste. i mean it can be the other way round, the girl being the one feeling sad and stupid , you know. and im thinking if im ever going to be stuck in that kind of situation. i wouldnt know what to do. if one of them had said something earlier then they'd both just be happy together. ugh. so annoying.

hana told me afie's sis got married and apparently it was really grand. i dont want a grand wedding. i just a simple church wedding. at st paul's church! haha :)