sometimes i forget how happy you can make me. and then i thought about your smile, and just the thought of it alone brightened up my day by a lot.

so we're always doing things like this,
things like falling asleep together over the phone
singing songs even though we're both tone-deaf
laughing and being happy
with the way things are.
but do we want something more?
colourful.

this weekend is totally packed, but im not complaining :) in fact, i cant wait for friday to come! im just not looking forward to being 17. i dont want to grow up. i want to marry a boy who doesnt grow up so much too fast.