so tonight i realized something, and it wasnt a very pleasant something. but it doesnt matter. not anymore, at least. it's so scary to trust a guy in that way. and so i made a mistake in doing so more than a year back, but thats not gonna stop me from trying again, and im sure this time everything'll be more than alright. we're all happy the way we are now. [: i love you benny.

going out to meet benny for dinner soon haha yayness! i havent done my blasted gp essay. i cant stand gp. ugh. >:( nevertheless i shall complete it tonight and put it into ms wong's pigeon hole like i promised. today laoshi almost confiscated oli's archie comics (lucky thing she didnt. phew) because dalton was ignorant enough to lean forward from his seat in the back row to try to peep at the archie mag i was reading behind the chinese ke ben. thank God laoshi was in a good mood today hahah. shes much better these days compared to her angsty lady days. and im much better too compared to those days. today i fell asleep only twice during her lesson. haha!

met benny wenny after school and we got ourselves honey glazed chicken frm cold storage. a whole chicken! i think i have a rather big appetite for a girl. which explains my being fat. and today is the first time i realize you can actually show your love by doing 5 squats and 5 jumping jacks in 30 seconds. how wonderfully fascinating! :]

tomorrow is lecture day! i love lecture day! because lecture day = slack day. mindy just showed me a certain somebody's blog and i think its interesting. in a ha-ha-guffaw way.