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kisses from me to you! steal a kiss or two (:












ah! we IBstudents. okay fine, gonnabe IB kids.















monstars how do i love thee <3 (shar and i screwd up the pic, if u notice)

went to watch the ACDC play and i think its really retarded! which is good because its really entertaining and... retarded! i love it everytime the dood shouts "BOY!" and that other dude come walk-hop-ing in a very retarded manner hahaha. the whole thing's about this vast city in the sky called Much Cuckoo In The Sky. yeah i know, -.- i think the guy who played a portion of Sweet Child of Mine's really cool. but i dont like that tongue thing he does. oh maan i wna get into acsi! after the show ben and i went to bug around at the s'bucks in holland v. i love starbucks (: i love rhumba frapp (:

i like going for chem tuition. mr loo's a good chem teacher (: physics was boring as usual. i almost fell asleep again as usual. i think im gna quit the class. tuition at qian's place with mr loh tmr and i havent finished his work :l its helluva bitchy!

i received my first TIME magazine last week. ITS SO EXCITING! i love TIME! like, hello?! TIME is waaaay cooler than newsweek, dood. their write-ups are more interesting. and they include juicy bits about jude law and johnny depp in that issue. how cool is TIME, man? VERY!

going church with shalom tmrw. so fun!i love going to church! just hope i wont bump into anthony chang. but actually it's okay. but i dont know it will be awkward, so in a way it's not really that okay.

sunday. monday. tuesday. wednesday. thursday. friday. saturday. then back to sunday again. prelims drawing near. -CRINGES BIG TIME-

i had lontong for lunch today! man, do i miss indon or do i miss indon. i do miss indon. but its a scary place. i read the papers today and it said that indon has now officially banned inter-religious marriages, and theyre somewhat against preaching of the gospel because they dont want more muslims to convert to christiany. no offense but i mean it's their own will. it's so sad, because it kinda means that theyre using government power and law to stop the muslims from hearing the gospels. the world is turning mad. or is it already mad?

today i heard a scandal about somebody. somebody has an internet boyfriend and it was her boyfriend that she was messaging under the table when mdm faridah was talking to hear. wow. point to ponder. EEW!

i've got sunshine in a bag

saris and s'more about love

TODAY IS RACIAL HARMONY CELEBRATION DAY!TODAY IS THE DAY when class lessons seem shorter than usual! when some people wear really tight stuff! when we dont look like students but people taking part time courses (according to mdm faridah) ! when even the most camera shy person turn into The Camera Whore herself (no offense, but you know who im talking about, tipa!)

today is the day when keerrthana is super busy.

alot of people were late for morning assembly today, cos keerrthana had to tie up almost 3/4 of the monstars' saris. you cant trust ghani! haha. but all of us had to run down to the courtyard 5 minutes after the bell rang because we were really late, and ms leong was alr standing near the canteen waiting for us. a couple of scandals today. followed by alot of bitching. mofo skipped school today. i bet she finished her series 2 and amath paper already.

all's well today! for the record, everybody wore something ethnic today, even the most unexpectable Unexpectable wore something. and all of us had tonnes of fun taking pictures and such. in all we managed to take 2 shots with mr yau near the hydroponics area. and then we took a shot with mrs tan! (we dont know why, dont ask) and mdm faridah came and saw and conquered the photo taking scene. so fun! i love dressing up for racial harmony day!

upcoming event: national day. wink wink!

after school daph n hooyi n qian and i went to cartel at cine. i still cant believe who i saw there. its a bad thing. but somehow it doesnt impact me as much as it would have a year ago. that is a good thing, so thank God. i wouldnt have noticed though, if qian hadnt told me. but still. eww. thank God i was saved the embarrassment of seeing him face to face and mutter a very very forced smile and a hello. phew.

then ben came over from his dental checkup. today we watched 2 shows back to back WHOOHOO! both shows are great (: scarlett looked really hot in that show, and the idea of being an almost-human-but-really-just-a-clone is pretty freaky. scarlett as in scarlett johanssen, not tipa's daughter. but i hope tipa's daughter will be hot. then tipa can force her daughter to pon school so that she can gush about how hot she is. and everybody just got to watch crying out love in the centre of the earth!! its a really really good show. its so sad! its so sweet! im not gna elaborate but you get my drift. it's a really good show. the japanese girl's really pretty. did i mention that it's a really good show?

im so tired. i love grapes. i love my girlfriends more. i love Monstars!

hello panda

I MET KERRIN AT THE BUS STOP TODAY!! :D oh how absolutely delightful.

had tuitions in the noon today. my chem paper got lost :l but its okay i guess. i'll retake it for revision's sake. gotta start on amath tonight. having amath tuition with mr loh and qian tomorrow. what an eventful weekend :(

im getting fat. i feel it in my bones. and im not blaming it on that tube of sour cream and onion pringles. nor am i blaming it on the whole tub of hello panda. nor am i blaming it on all the junk that i've been surviving on. okay not junk. theyre food.

i love hello panda.

kat kat is in hongkong now and she bought new stuff. how irritating is that. but actually thats good news (: lucky her. i wanna jet around too.

i had the secret frappuccino from starbucks just now. its the best! thats why im keeping it a secret. and then ben tried to make me kiss his teeth. EEYER how gross is that!

shar cut her hair. should i cut mine? yeah notice im still at it after a gazillion months.

i'll be yours if you'll be mine

I <3 guys. water polo guys.

it's sunday 13:11 and i just came back. yesternight was so much fun! happy 16th birthday to benny aka captain ben! meiqi's new dog is so cute! but rochester is huge for a 3 mth old pup. we tried to play the drinking goggle game but gave up on it in the end. boon spoilt benny's surprise! but he was still happy. so now ben and i owe jing and benny their birthday presents. uh oh. zay got high- i dont know on what, but he sprayed disinfectant on jing's cake. after everybody (except boon- i think he was too scared to bathe alone HAHA) bathed we scared one another with freaky ghost stories and i got really freaked out cos i was telling them the story of the girl-who-got-possessed. and we were talking about how we cant move when we wake up, but can hear ourselves screaming/shouting cos our minds are awake. its so scary because meiqi and benny got it too! in the end, ben and benny had to accompany meiqi and i to the bathroom to brush our teeth. thank God for guys. what will girls do without them?

i think parents are really unpredictable and shallow. i thought that ben would be in trouble when his mom wanted to speak to meiqi's mom. in the end they become new mahjong kahkis. -.- zay went around disturbing everybody in their sleep this morning. and i remember smacking his hand. meiqi's room is so homey and green! i love the funky green lights!! i jumped a bit on the trampoline and it really makes you feel good. like you're sort of flying or something. especially if you do it at night. went beauty world this morning to have pratas for breakfast (i wanted to smack that irritating indian's face-not because im racist), crossed the road, got a cab, came back home. pheww- BUT YESTERDAY WAS FUN!

I LOVE WATER POLO GUYS!! no wait. i only love them if they're from acsi and if they're called ben and benny and zay and boon. and only if their girlfriends are called meiqi and jing and qing. nyeheh.

gotta go back to school again tomorrow ): hopefully i'll get to go eat beancurd with weisan and co! no but qian and peiying and i are going little india tomorrow! im broke as hell i dont even know why. but i think i do. depressing. UGH. i hate being broke. im going to control my spending from now on. i'll only spend 50 cents in school everyday on drinking green tea. my eyes are so tired i dont know why. and im falling ill, if im not already ill.

today is sunday. is it? no no no it's COPELAND DAY! (: copeland copeland copeland copeland their name dont make sense. but never mind they're good ((:

but yesterday was really fun! i hope that's the first of the many more such nights to come.

BY THE WAY MY PLASTIC BAG CAME YESTERDAY JUST BEFORE I WENT OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR CHEM TUITION. ITS ABSOFREAKINGLUTELY GORGEOUS I LOVE IT SO DEARLY. i love my new earrings dearly too. but i love ben most dearly.

grandma eats a bran muffin

i miss doing those stuff! ): wherefore art my haribo roulette smiles and many sunshades?

COUNTDOWN: 3 MORE DAYS TO COPELAND (:


we had 3 full hours of amath and 2 1/2 hours of physics today. in total we saw mr yau for 4 1/2 hours today. how mad is that?! but it was quite cool, cos i finally understood relative velocity (through logical means and not so much of mathematical ways), but i still dont know how to draw the diagrams. what a loser :l but i shall practise hard. i felt a sense of accomplishment when mofo and i went thru the questions we didnt know how to do. like, WHOOHOO LOOKY THAT! the books are filled with my physics answers and that made me feel so hardworking and motivated! amath test was awful though. kinematics are wiped out of my brain totally. i cant believe it. i dont wanna get back that paper cos i know i'll score very very badly.

PE was fun! we had Oprah Primetime in the sports hall starring:

peiying as oprah
shar as brad pitt shalom as angelina jolie nurul as jennifer aniston mofo as nicole richie qian as lindsay lohan daph as paris hilton el as The Ear Piercer

it was a very emotional and highly dramatic episode, as oprah confronted jennifer about what she thought of the brangelina romance. jennifer got slapped by oprah in the face and boobs in the end. brad pitt sounded irish and retarded, because the only line he said was, "sexiest man alive. i am the sexiest man alive." and he waved. alot. next, paris and nicole and lindsay arrived at the scene. paris said sorry to nicole, but nicole still refused to sit beside paris. when asked about the deflation of their boobs by none but oprah herself, nicole and lindsay chorused: thats because we eat a lot. ha ha. what truth. the tension and excitement in the atmosphere built up, as oprah announced that she was gonna pierce her ears. The Ear Piercer looked really cynic. but oprah looked madder still. she was really (or, appeared to be) frightened though. in the end, she only got one ear pierced. oh, and oprah sounded french. BUT IT WAS FUN!

before that, we played volleyball and dodgeball. i never knew that eleanor is pronounced as ehleeaenier until mr chan called her that. he's so funny! and he wore a new electric blue nike track pants today. how sexy -.-

got my new earrings today. THEY ARE SO PRETTY! im so glad i made the right choice! the bags are not delivered yet though. i hope they'll be home tomorrow before i get home. chinese listening compre tmr yikes.

i cant believe it's friday tomorrow. this week flew by just like that. track nats next week I SO WANT TO GO WATCH! the school is mean why cant they let the sec 4s go watch?!

racial harmony day coming!! im in a dilemma i dont know what to wear!

yowza mrs.ding ding dong!

spin it off: sink to the bottom by fountains of wayne

today, i told mofo that i want a clean and pretty cow.

what a total irritation. made me stay back and got me sleepy in the front row of theatrette. what is wrong with this world?

chris evans is the hottest dude ever. evereverevereverever!! heehee this is nuts im getting high thinking about chris evans. but anyway F4 is really cool. fantastic 4, in case you're wondering.

my cousin and aunt and niece are here again. they flew in from hongkong last night and flying back to indo tmr morn. drats i'll give anything to be a globe trotting 8 year old. okay maybe not i dont mean it.

im so happy! MOFO and i finished our series5 yesterday morning -SILENT SCREAM- we shall finish our series4 this week. it is so tiring but it makes you feel a sense of accomplishment. getting so busy my muscles are gonna snap. I LOVE MOFO! more than sticky mango rice and everything else, as quoted (: im praying hard that Jesus will come soon and save us all from this worldly insanity. it just doesnt make sense.

today was a relatively okay day. emath was funny though. her reactions are...unexpected. i dont know how else to describe it. peiying came up with this pout-flip-hair-and-lean-back thing. she claims she looks like paris hilton when she does that -.- and then she's got this renee zellwegger(sp?) thing going on as well. all of us stood outside theatrette after school today waiting for ms.hasppening fashionita to open the door. mofo thought we should be having a protest on behalf of the painters. like, walls big big paintbrush too small. sun very hot, too few towels. OOH talk about towels! daph got me these cute towels. they're really cute!! i cant believe i left it in school. i hope mr G-Unit doesnt steal them.

friday night at captain ben's house was FUN (: but it was so gross cos everybody fell asleep without brushing their teeth or bathing. eew.

i think im looking forward to physics lessons. no that is not weird. wheehee. i like studying now. and sop, if you're reading this, EAT THAT. im becoming a true blue muggerita just sit back and watch.

ben is absolutely retarded. but i miss him so. i wonder how that dave matthews band ice cream actually taste like.

im gna stop using profanity. its bad. ah %*@! i dont wnna go school tmr.

some kind of wonderful

dance, ballerina, dance. i miss dancing.

it's 3 in the morning now. ive decided not to go to school tomorrow. i realize i like to stay up late. all night long, if it's possible. but i've constructed this time table for tomorrow that requires me to wake up at 7 in the morning :l never mind. i shall survive.

mofo and i came up with the ultimate study plan. we are so going to complete our task (: i have absolute faith in us whoohoo whoohoo. i still cant get over the fact that she made me buy 6 stupid red cross tickets. %&@*#! >:(

for the record i have 2 new zits-to-be on my forehead. they are very distressing. and yesterday while i was walking around the room i knocked my knee against the table. now im welcoming 2 new bruises to my family of scars residing on my legs. how wonderful. ):

still film

gna be a busy week ahead. i miss ben ): i was just looking at the old neoprints and pictures we took and the yearbook pictures that the school took for us. im gonna miss cedar very badly ): then i started thinking about these 4 years in school. im gonna miss them so much ): this is gna be a very long entry.

sec 1 was fun. and childish. we were like truebluewannabes hahah. how loser. i remembered the very first day hooyi and shar helped with the class banner, and i had to miss recess cos they picked my design so i had to draw it on the banner. i was so irritated and i remember thinking "wth am i doing in this sch". and i remembered msleong (or some other teacher) saying, "those in 1P, please stand up". and when ahlian stood up i was like shit! ahlian in my class! pearl was very talkative (still is), and i couldnt stand her cos she talked to much. i didnt like el also because she talked as much and her actions were very loud (still are). of course she's also the wonderful inventor of BRA! and thanks to her the name's been stuck to me since then. i remember the class was supposed to do some CIP thing then we realized that was judging day for the nicest notice board, and our class's notice board was empty. so we closed the doors n windows n started cutting up random pictures from xingqiwuzhoubao and stapling them on the board. it still looked plain so we painted our palms and start stamping our palms all over the board. the board actually looked pretty cool, but we didnt win anything cos the judging was done during recess. or smth like that. -.- the first time i saw kyna, i only thought of one word: bitchy. she thought the same of me too lol. after the conflicts and konfrantasi with nair, we were all so nyehnyeh. at the end of the yr mdm koh said that our class was the rowdiest sec1 class she ever seen. HAH. there was also the madness about aloysius tan cos girls were crazy bout him. ok girls still are.

sec 2 was GREAT. i miss it ALOT. the year of mini skirts and special sockless feature. it's always "auntie, 10 plates of horfun pls!" every jogging day. and the people behind would get super pissed but we didnt care. screw them la. ooi loved picking on me. it was always sandra your skirt! sandra your earrings! sandra your socks! sandra your tie! sandra yadayada. and sop, kyna n i hogged the Rule Breaking List. we had fun examining her flabby arms during science lab lessons, when she shook the Benedict solution thing. oh sec 2 tipa cut her hair short! so she was no more ahlian. we had bloody moleface who was super stingy with homec ingredients. cheryl n i baked an extra batch of muffins cos we put in the eggs before we put in the flour. in the end we realized theyre gna be mixed up anyway. mr chew and his meter-rule-loving Evil Twin were really nice and did most of our dnt stuff for us, when noeline wasnt looking. i remember she made us stay back n asked us bout the pillars of cedar or smth like that. wth. and then there was MS LEE! i love her to bits. people disliked us cos they thought we were this really bimbotic n loud group of people. and also because we had polo tees for class teeshirt. they're just jealous! we cried like F at the last day of sec2. the peeps frm other classes were busy getting out of sch to go town or smth like tt. and we were just sitting in class n crying n ooi had to go, "AYE! YOU ALL DONT WANT TO GO AR?!". oh, celine wore 2 watches. shar n i invented the secret language. and there's the "OMG HE'S SO CUTE!"s. this is embarrassing but there's the crowding around at someone's table n flipping thru other schools' yearbooks. HAHAH it was so fun!

sec3 was pretty fun. except for the few royal pains in the ass, the class was ok. but i wasnt used to it cos it wasnt as responsive as 2p. but its ok. then there was the crooning teacher who is really disgusting. and i met mofo in sec3! so fun. but honestly monstars couldve been greater. if not for some people. afie didnt wear her socks on the first day of sch. basically it was a stoner year for me. i just felt different. studies went down the drain. it was the year Give-Up-On-School Society was founded. by shar and i. and of course ther was cheerleading! it was so exciting and garde was champ house WHOOHOO! (: and there were the pranks we played. stupid people -.-

sec4 and now i begin to realize how much im gonna miss school ): its just too freaking fast its unfair. im so not looking forward to it. its just such an emotional torture. where else can you find the most amazing personalities in a single school. its never gna be the same. its also the year of gruelling mental drills. urgh. and the year of new dri-fit pe shirt HAHAH. and we bitch about juniors. and learnt new cut-queue skills. (:

and in between of course there are the heartbreakers and the heartbrokens. heartbrokens sounds weird but nvm. then there's the TRACK N FIELD NATS that im gna miss so so much. sea of blue an' grey. i love the school uniform. haiyer. im gonna miss all these so much. no more jelani in his sexy bike ): no more hiding in toilets to pon jogging ): no more sneaking of food up to classroom ):

(:

abso-freaking-lutely benjyfied. im happy (:
really. ((:

chinese oral was BAD ): to think that i had wanted to get an a1 for chinese. looking at the situation now, i dont think its possible. really. unless everybody else does as badly, or worse, than me. i was so nervous i fumbled so much, and some of the pinyins sounded very weird. URGH. but the examiners were very nice. they smiled alot. i bet its because they love coming to our school since they get to enjoy the aircon.

i made ben sad yesterday. and i was sad.

watched initial d yesterday it's so funny! i love it, except that the japanese girl's really whiny and eeky. but ed chen's so cool and cute and rahrah. i love him! and i just bought two pairs of the cutest studs ever! gotta thank qian for that whoohoo.

gotta work hard over this long weekend. its not that long, come to think about it. for goodness' sake, it is but 24 hours more than the usual weekend.

i love mofo! (: