it was so cold a moment ago and now its damn friggin hot. i dont even know why. i think maybe my body is malfunctioning. had brekkie at mac's this morn with mofo. finally she's early! thats like smth worth celebrating, man. maybe we shd have brekkie at s'bux tmr. i love the roundness of the s'bux place at tm. after brekkie mofo and i cabbed to sch. we were running away frm the main gate cos obviously we didnt wanna get caught by irritating teachers. so by the time we got to the staircase (which is like, only 10-15 m away frm the gate) we were panting like near dead horses. talk about stamina, biatch :D

anyways i finally got around telling everybody (almost ) to stop eating the canteen food because seriously it's disgusting and poisonous. the poison takes the form of caterpilars(sp) and worms and im not kidding because the pics of those icky tubey stuff were posted on the tp site. the comments are really entertaining heh. honestly, everybody should just have their recess outside sch or smth.

my throat feels like its been rubbed with sand. its so horrid. thank goodness for ben n jerry's chocolate fudge brownie. takes the pain off for a while yknow.

makeout kids never have the chance to be best friends

today is a happy day.
tonight let's be lovers.

im falling in love all over again

you say you want
diamonds on a ring of gold
you say you want
your story to remain untold

but all the promises we make
from the cradle to the grave
when all i want is you

you say you'll give me
a highway with noone in it
treasure just to look upon it
all the riches in the night

you say you'll give me
eyes in a moon of blindness
a river in time of dryness
a harbour in the tempest

but all the promises we make
from the cradle to the grave
when all i want is you

you say you want
diamonds on a ring of gold
your story to remain untold
your love not to grow cold

all the promises we break
from the cradle to the grave
when all i want is you

iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben iloveben. this is pathetic. i aint nothin but a hound dog.

so tell me now and i wont ask again.
will you still love me tomorrow?

skipped school again today. mondays are bad days to start your weeks with, especially when you know people are gonna give you shit during the week. two years of a roundabout and now it's back to this shithole again. peopl never actually learn from past mistakes do we. the roses are dying, and so am i. there's actually nobody who can save me right now. i cant think straight and if i do i cant not cry. valentine's day came and go. i cant stand this. of all the people in the world, why must it be you? it is so unfair. you're just too selfish to do me any good at all right now. things really do fall apart, dont they. ive been asking the same quesiton since this crap started two years ago, and i still cant get at the answer. romance dies out too soon.

great. now i sound like somebody who just got ditched. ha ha.

pfft. dang.

today's a good and bad day. good because i didnt go for road run, woke up at 13 30, got an MC and that means they cant make me do anything close to running 23 rounds around the track ha ha losers, and medicine for my sensitive nose. bad because i miss out on all the camwhoring that i can imagine shereen n the rest did during road run at east coast. where the fun and the sun is. seriously i cant imagine wat it wouldve been like if i went for road run. i slept at 3 yesterday because of certain unhappy matters n i would certainly be:
1. very groggy
2. very easily irritable
3. i dont know what else, but it definitely wont be pretty

the whole world's talking abt friday. honestly when i think about it i get a little panicky, but not enough to keep me thinking about it all the time. not enough to keep me awake at night. is that abnormal? i dont know, but like, wats done is done, and i dnt wanna waste time crying over spilled milk. i dno if thats the correct expression ha ha but its smth along that line.

i love backstreet boys. seriously. i truly madly deeply do and its driving me nuts because i still cant believe i didnt go for their concert. that is just too bizzare to believe. i hate guys who make girls cry. thats so wrong. and girls actually bear that sort of treatment. sigh. the things people do for love. nobody can ever understand it.

ok im tired of typing. hopefully hana will be early enough for apple pie tomorrow.

whats the whole big deal with love?

school isnt that bad after all :D

happy chinese new year!

happy 17th birthday, zay!

im so tired right now. i had no idea dance could be so tiring. ugh.
zay's supposed birthday party wasnt that great, but the after party was pretty cool. it was like a slumber party! super fun! but apparently according to how i missed out alot on the talking part. but still. i had fun singing dont wanna miss a thing and time of your life and songs of that sort with how n benny. benny imitates screeches very well.

lausy is really crazy when shes wasted. according to ben she made me (or wanted to make me):
1. have a grass rolling competition with her
2. dance on the dj's yellow sportscar
3. trespass over to the neighbour's place
4. swim on ben's bed

but still. it wouldnt have been the same if the people were different and the night was different. and ohmygosh the stars at clementi shine very brightly! :D ben showed me the orion's belt and i showed benny the orion's belt. its the easiest thing to spot. and the handiest thing to make u sound like a pro in astronomy.

im still very tired. had dinner only at 9 plus today. ive been wasting 10 buck trips to the fullerton and im still gna waste some more till the end of this week. audrey's here with my cousins and she's sooooooooooo adorable. i love her big big!

darn it, i still want my cheese prata.