trigger happy

with her hair flowing down in blue cascades! love lapping at her feet!! life dancing in a masssqueeeradeee! MYYYYYY COMPLETENESSSSSSSS!!!!

anybody can guess my current favourite song?! okay everybody can try except for tipani tang wheheh. and i bet nobody can guess it whaha. i already know what i want to be. as i told hooyi, i want to be a tall, slim and hot spy with curly hair. must have curly hair. if that fails, i shall be a linguist. doo doo doo doo. doo doo doo doo. doo doo doo doo. chinese is frying my brain. i still have to memorize the suyus and such. meiqi was freaking me out because she sounded so frantic when she started way earlier than me and i bet she is super prepared.

went for chem tuition in the noon and i almost fell asleep right in front of mr looh. im gonna start physics tuition there too together with sashay next week. pft. i dont know how to tell mr cheong that i want to stop tuition with him. first of all he's inconsistent and i dont think im getting much help from him. secondly hes too bloody expensive to keep man. ok never mind. what a time to rant. counting down to chinese o's. i am damn high now because i just created this playlist in peater.

IM HAPPY. maybe not. i dont know la. i want to see you too kerr! you know i dreamed about seeing you in school yesternight and hooyi and tipa was there too. haiyer.

bliss

so long, farewell, auf wiedersehen, goodnight.
so long, farewell, auf wiedersehen, adieu.
so long, farewell, au revoir, auf wiedersehen.
so long, farewell, auf wiedersehen, goodnight.


i think mr yao is the nicest teacher we've got. by far he's the most encouraging and he really has faith in us and i think he's really nice! and mdm faridah has appointed him as the informal co-form teacher by both legal and illegal means.


cranky, everything about you so cranky. i swear there are weird people about town. go underground.

cool and sophisticated

i got a new phone and its flippable!! how cool and sophisticated can a cellphone get?! i have yet to christen it though. right now its red in colour. tomorrow it might be black. who knows -shrugs-

im moving really s-l-o-w ly for chinese. i cant believe its only around a week away. i MUST get that A1.

i love chocolates. its so ironic. i love them so much and yet i deny them their existence in a split second. i must be mad. they heal the soul.

i have a new friend in my room it's called mister happyheart. it looks sad, really. i dont understand why it must look so sad. but never mind, at least now i know why ben brought me my new friend.

hey homie

spin it off: the distance by evan and jaron

"the sky has lost its color, the sun has turned to gray. i cant take the distance, i cant take the miles, i cant take the time until i next see you smile"

dreamin, i must be dreamin. or am i really lyin here with you? baby, you take me in your arms, and though im wide awake i know my dream is comin true. and oh, i just fall in love again. just one touch and then it happens every time. and there i go, i just fall in love again. and when i do, cant help myself i fall in love with you.

magic, it must be magic. the way i hold you and the night just seems to fly. easy for you to take me to a star. heaven is that moment when i look into your eyes, and oh, i just fall in love again. just one touch and it happens every time. and there i go, i just fall in love again. and when i do, cant help myself i fall in love with you

i plan to take every moment that you are and hang them on the wall. i cant explain what you did to me but i can frame it all. i cant explain why im feelin the way im feelin. i cant explain how i come to feel what im feelin. i cant explain when i started to feel what im feelin. i cant explain. but judging the way this unexplainable phenomenon makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time...it must be some sort of an amazement.

heady mixture of high romance. sooooooo fly. i think im falling in love all over again.

hwa la la

colour of sky: weird

mye is scrwed up. there. im not gonna talk about it anymore. and rachel asked if alot of people cried, because she said there were alot of tissue on the floor in mph. wow. tissue galore. weisan brought this huge pack of tissue today, but it was sort of unused, so i pressume her results are rather fly.

i like the colour of sunburnt lollipop. raspberry pink. sorbet colours are pretty.

ac people came to sell the tics for camelot today. i wanna go but 30 bucks for a school play is NUTS. ms leong bought a ticket for shalom. darn. unfairness. pft.

and why are alot of fruits round? or like, generally somewhat round in shape. okay say, apples, grapes, watermelon, kiwi, orange, berries, honeydew, strawberries and alot others are generally round, or somewhat round in shape. WHY? why cant they be squarish or triangular or rectangular or something like that?

i wonder if somebody will construct a highway all around the world. like, this highway that joins the parts of the world together, and it goes around the globe. then alot of people can actually trot the globe without actually having to spend so much cos they can actually just walk and camp along the road or something. and people like me who feel like going for long walks all the time can just walk. but then again nevermind lets just abort the idea because cause.

what did i just say? hey i like this colour.
i know what i want to be when i grow up.
i want to be a linguist. interpreter. translator. WOWOWOWOW O.O

i wanna get new books. -kicks sand- can i just go back indo to study? this is a madcity im livin here. people are too smart and mathsy-sciencey. i dont like it one bit.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3> bows and flows of angel wings,
and ice cream castles in the air <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

and then she

weather: sunny

today is sunday. saturday came and went just like that. i dont like to do flag day one bit, especially when they choose to ignore your existence and walk by just like that. wth is wrong with all those people. inconsiderate. the least you can do is just smile and say no, or smth along that line. ben came and donated 8 bucks because i told him 8 bucks is the minimum. and then joseph came (i didnt know! thanks to my dearest friends who didnt wanna share coins with me!) and he donated this BAGFUL of coins to qian and shar and shalom. UNFAIR OKAY.

coach carter was fine. like really fine. i love it! and its so inspirational! I LOVE NUMBER THREE haha he's so hot and hot and hot. wheheh. i love the new denim bag so much!!! it feels so old and nice and its so vintage! thanks to zay and jing! ((:

yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness yayness God, pls let me be happy one last time before monday comes.

biscotti

spin it off: yellow by coldplay
off the shelf: angela's ashes by frank mccourt

who needs the world when i've got you! switch off the sun the stars and the moon! im feeling quite okay now. i love ms susan leong because she is the nicest and bestest principal ever! i think mrs chin and her made an excellent P and VP team. too beat mrs chin left for hcjc.

exchanging songs with tipa now and im so happy! ben gna have his last paper tomorrow yayness. but chinese o's coming. and thanks manda for the encouragement I WILL HOLD ON NO MATTER WHAT. i miss kerrin so much. especially after the really sweet and encouraging message she sent yesterday night. i cant imagine myself in jc uniform. i really really am gonna miss cedar.

TIME FOR ADAM-ING!!! ((:

screw you.

spin it off: mexican wine by fountains of wayne (proven therapeutic)
off the shelf: that's not my tractor by f.watts and r.wells (proven therapeutic as well)

not feeling that stressed anymore thanks to running and music and books. i cant imagine living without music. well, still very stressed, but at least it isnt throbbing and pounding in my head like it was just now. it's already a national issue and im feeling super scrwed. of the gazillion of pictures they just gotta put that one up and it's not even obscene. just what the hell is wrong with all these deprived freaks of nation. talk about respect for another's privacy. since theyre so hooked on this weird notion why dont they just take their own pictures and put them up. suckers. i hate sg girls. i hate the people who twist the media.i hate the whole damn thing.

and then there's the stress of O's. i dont know if i can qualify for that. and i HAVE TO get A1 for chinese. there's no other way out. i dread the coming monday. i dread tomorrow. i dont wanna go school. what a great start to being sixteen.

BANG, BANG, ON THE BATHROOM DOOR. FALL, FALL, THE TEARS ARE FALLING. RING, RING, WHO'S THAT CALLING. STOP, STOP, STOP YOUR BAWLING. un-sweet sixteen.

say hola to mr.benny peckers

spin it off: untitled by simple plan

i love emo songs. i love emo. emo is really rockable. rockabilly. thanks to ben for adding to my collection and now im addicted to that song.

dont feel like 16. still feel like the same ol'. maybe the i-feel-16 feeling takes a while to react. i love ben. my new wallet is called benny peckers and its totally adorable and lovable and did i say adorable? i love ben. its very very bad to spend the first hour of your 16th year with physics. very very bad. i cant wait for exams to be over then there's be party party party!! (and then gotta get back to chinese again tsk -grumbles-)

yesterday was great (: i was so happy! partly because ben wore his specs cos todays my birthday and he looked so cute i could eat him up but of course i resisted or else i wont have no ben if i did, and i didnt want to be miserable. and then i was sad for a while. but now im happy again!

i believe in dreaming. i talk to stars. i wish i can do that all day.

potato salad

darn sg girls. i hate sg girls. cant deprived people just keep their stinkin butts and ugly noses off other peoples lives. its so disgustingly irritating and most people appreciate their privacies thank you very much. ARGH can somebody just close down that stupid site. that stupid thing promotes social and moral decay and that is very very bad. i hate sg girls.

i got a feeling i screwed this mye up very badly. no wait its not a feeling. i did screw this mye up very very badly. how the hell am i gonna survive. but i shall.

can somebody tell me what is the point of putting up pictures in friendster at all if theyre gonna get ripped off and posted all over the place. suckers should knock their brain out.

happy mother's day. an early one. i love my mom.

wheat/ chicken in a biskit/ smack you

spin it off: photobooth by death cab for cutie
off the rack: the five people you meet in heaven by mitch albom (AGAIN AGAIN its so nice!)

just bathed and im planning to eat the wheat thing before taking panadol. my migraine is killing me! shar and ben coming over later to STUDY. i hope we are gonna restrain ourselves from any talking, because talking and studying at the same time is bad.

shar came over yesterday evening and it was quite fun! so i was doing amath and she was copying chem notes before dinner and we were literally waiting for The Seven O'clock because we promised ourselves to have dinner only at seven. after dinner i had some of the wheat thing thats meant for 1 month old babies but it tastes so good so i couldnt resist! then we went back to the room and started talking and eating gummy bears and chocolate and trying to do amath at the same time. after that we had kiwi and shar is very fascinated by the fact that i usually eat kiwi by scooping it up with a spoon. OH and her kiwi had this heart shape thing ITS SO NICE! i like talking. i learn new stuff more effectively this way. like, i never knew that praying in tongues is sort of bad. i cant wait for mye to be over!! here's a list of things i wna do after mye:

1. manicure and pedicure
2. shop (NEW sneakers NEW books NEW stuff)
3. SLEEP. im going into hibernation after mye.
4. bake. i like baking but i dont know how but it sounds fun!
5. GAZE. it's been soooooooo long!!
6. sentosa. the beach. i shant tan cos its bad for health. fair is healthy n natural.

thats about it for now

i feel like going to the supermarket and buying some more food to eat. because! food keeps us awake. i love eating. i shall be a gourmet when i grow up. or food critic. or host a show that brings me to eat around the globe. or be a regular in jamie oliver's show (no fair i wanna be andrew i wanna have his mum)

im gonna miss handbell truckloads. never realized how -insert word- it really is. i dont know how to describe it. BLAH oh well i guess congrats to pl and mg and sc ringers.

QUESTION: is egypt in jamaica? and is myanmar in laos or cambodia?