pee pi po fum

how cute!

2 on a straw in a booth,
what brings more soothe?

yesterday, shar sleep walked while getting off the bus and fell face first at the bus stop. she said 'OW!' and continue walking to school with a bloody streak on her left leg. and she was smiling. the hand drier died while shuyan was trying to dry shar's sock. shar's sock is EEW! but her wound was EEW X100. i shant go into details, but the skin was flappy and there's many many bits of black stuff in her deep cut.

lumpy has been in a good mood since school reopened yesterday im beginning to like amath lessons. gotta get back to physics. oh talking about that, that girl from 4P is really screwed. is she dumb or is she dumb. now yao may not spot questions for monstars as well and its all her fault. sheer dumbness. total irritant.

i feel like cutting my hair. but sometimes i dont feel like having my hair short.

katkat flew and went up up away to Aussie Wonderland. unfair. for 2 whole weeks, there won't be somebody to get somebody else to get supper for me. for 2 whole weeks, there wont be scandal at the bedroom window. for 2 whole weeks, there wont be anybody to bitch to before i sleep at night. oh no.

what gives that heart attack of a feeling?
what makes the system diabetic?
what causes a nervous breakdown?
ooh, its ben! (:

bitch. why is it like that.

lean back

t'was a great night.
or morning.
bah.
whichever you prefer to call it.
(:

you got me lifted shifted higher than the ceiling and oohwee it's the ultimate feeling. you got me lifted feeling so gifted suga how you get so fly?

can i just have one more moondance with you, my love?

sandman's comin, yes he's comin,
to sprinkle you with sand
he'll say, "one, two, three"
and you'll be, in cotton candy land

sandman's comin, yes he's comin,
he'll take you, by the hand
and you'll ride upon, a big white swan
in cotton candy land

you and the swan will float upon
a cloud of pink ice cream
where every star is a candy bar
and the moon is a marshmallow dream

sandman's comin, yes he's comin,
take his magic hand
now goodnight...now sleep tight
in cotton candy land

in cotton candy land


that felt a little like colouring. kinda. i miss colouring in colouring books!

i want to sail away. can i just have one more moondance with you, my love?

faith

spin it off: brick by ben folds five

no more play time. play mates all gone underground to mug their butt off. play mates evolved into muggeritas. i shall turn into one - like now. im going underground from this weekend onwards.

no more play time. play mates all gone underground.

):

have faith, will do well. i really really really wanna get into acsi so very badly. ARGH.

l-o-v-e

there.


you find it in the most unexpected places. you see it even in the darkest hours. you feel it when you thought you cant feel anything anymore. you dream about it 60/24/7. is there a exact definition for it?

guess not.

you just know it's l-o-v-e when it finds you

crashed

sit and watch the sky

"can you feel me slipping slowly from your reach
or hear me when i have lost the will to speak
can't you see we're running out of ways to stay alive?
if i'm wrong or i'm right,it doesnt mean a thing
i count the hours tonight, remember everything
although i cant see the light,
i sit and watch the sky"

the moon look so beautiful tonight, despite the lack of stars dancing around her. that's the same moon im gonna see in 10 years time. but in 10 years time, where will i be, when i look up and seek comfort from the sky? what will i be doing then? with whom am i going to share that moment? i dont know. and that scares me so much. living on this earth is no more as secure as it seemed 10 years ago. somehow, it's no longer guaranteed. when you were a kid, all that there is to fuss about are placing the ABS in order in your alphabet soup, candies, cartoon, playtime and toys. now that you're a little bit older, you have so much more to be worried about. not exactly worry about worry about, but more like things to consider and think hard about. there's your family and friends- the seemingly endless feuds and masquerading. there's the studies. there's also the guy you think is the one you're gonna marry and spend eternal bliss with. and of course you think about the future- alot. what does it hold? how does it look like?

it seemed unfair when i think about it sometimes. why does everybody have to be subjected to so many years of emotional and mental maturity within these few years? some people have great expectations, and threaten themselves to cross the thin line that separates perseverance and giving up when they slip and fall short of these expectations. some people never think they can achieve anything and so face life with eyes void of any expression. its as if they've given up hope. i think the happiest sort of people are those who kick life in the butt and live it by the day.

if i could, i would get away from the madness and chaos of this place. i would fly away and jump to the moon, where i'll sit and watch the earth. and then i'll point and laugh and cry, for the people of that poisoned globe do not have the chance to live the real life. like i know how living the real life feels like.

times like this happen you know, when you cant help but feel very emo and think about a gazillion and one why's and whatif's and how's. one day God will answer all those questions for me. for us. that is the most comforting thought.

wow i think too much haha. desperate housewives on channel 5 now. see you laytah, all you pretty things.

all you need is love (dumdadumdum)

give me oil in my lamp keep me burning

yowza there i see a bushfire whoohoo whoohoo

anna is : a ghumza
a schtik
a yokamikazeh
an oakicoddlebone
a noodlihammockuxkux
a shupaschtikoschnapyourfingers

wow it gets longer!

i am: a thupling
a wuyiongpa
a bululululock
a billibulotatatuck
a cacaccacklethingalog
The Thogolakkaquack
a bubbushikhjoletmjpaliotjikackls

wow it gets longer too!

i cant stop sneezing. what is the matter?! finally joined physics tuition today. quite productive. chem and physics tuitions all in but one single afternoon can be deadly.

get well soon sharleen siow ling zhen. i hope your fingers get fitter and your gums stop swelling.

toilet cleaners have thighs from muscletown and restofbodys from flabbicity, so they have divided citizenships. they have 2 anthems to sing. 2 pledges to take. i wonder where most of their loyalty lies.

kalamanizotong mozazareko pinagoneblog tiktik



LIVE LONG AND PROSPER! I LOVE Y'ALL!

Frausdots

this is the story of the earless widowed alien. this is also the story of how ben got conned. this is also the story of pure retardation. or creativity, as some may call it.

ben: benedick here
ben: u?
ben... just sent you a Nudge!
ben: daooo
shar: [--___|___ --] bra: >: ( jess wmc: =-0 jema: -__- says: who're you?
ben: :(
shar: i'm [--___|___ --]
ben: oh
ben: finally
ben: i'm from sji
ben: u ?
ben: i guess i am O.O
ben: but sanbra told me your some hot babe
shar: oh really is it
shar: the weather is hot la
ben: nono
ben: u know..
ben: i started drooling as soon as i heard it?
ben: its like.. wooohooo
the world smells good today (bra) says: youre crazy
shar: drooling? like an ice cream?
shar: well ice cream melts on hot days
ben: like a waterfall
ben: yea i'm the ice cream your the sun
ben: =)
ben- knock knock knock on heaven's door... just sent you a Nudge!
shar: no wait ice cream waterfall and sun don't click
shar: what's sji
ben: you mean..
ben: you dont know?
shar: huh no
shar: what's that?
ben: oh my.. it stands for erm..
shar: sounds like a mental hospital
ben: um..
ben: YES PLEASE !
ben: everyone inside is soooo "o" gay
ben: lol but i'm not
shar: really?
shar: so how'd you get in the mental hospital of sji?
ben: but i like you
ben: saw your pics and all
ben: so cool
ben: and hot
ben: and sweet
ben: and punky
ben: and sizzling
shar: really i don't think so
ben: and adroable
ben: and CUTE
ben: and pretty
shar: people always call me a nerd
ben: and playful
shar: a dork
shar: a geek
ben: yes please !
ben: i love geeks
ben: =)
shar: what are geeks?
shar: i never found out
ben: u.
ben: =)
shar: nono i mean what's the definition of a geek?
bra: wow
bra: arent geeks aliens?
bra: are they from mars or pluto
shar: i'm a alien?
shar: how could you!!
shar: i'm hurt
ben: lol
ben: i dint say that
ben: my alien
ben: =)
ben: heard that song before?
bra: er no
bra: what kind of song is that
shar: there's a song about me?
shar: WOW
ben: yup
ben: wanna hear it
ben: =)
shar: yes please
shar: but my species don't have ears
bra: wohoo wohoo
bra: hes gonna play our anthem!
ben: lol
ben: u do
shar: i don't
shar: i'm earless
shar: i'm an alien
shar: a hurt alien
bra: wow
ben: lol
ben: u can heal urself
ben: =)
shar: how can i heal myself?
shar: aliens cannot be healed
shar: once they get hurt they will just die off
ben: lol
ben: nah
ben: they wont
shar: that's why there're so little of us
shar: that is how my ex husband died
shar: he got hurt and couldn't be healed
ben: 0.0
shar: [--___|___ --]
ben winks. (some dancer thing)
shar: eh i know who you are ok
bra: eh shar knows who you are
ben: -.-
ben: how
shar: please la right from the beginning i knew already
shar: hello BEN
ben: ........................................................................
ben: NOTFAIR

the end. everybody goes to sleep. not exactly but something like that.

another M.C next week! TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE showing next week!! hopefully i can watch it. i cant believe next week is the last week already. time flies. no wait it didnt even flew by. it merely just said a quick hi and an even quicker bye. this is so distressing. why cant the good times just pass slowly? if i could i'd just put all the Good Times i've had in those snow globe thinggies and line them all around the room. wow that would be way cool.

i need new books to read. tomorrow is saturday. haiyer. normal regime of chem tuition and physics tuition. didnt see ben today ): oh and we saw shar and nellie and jiezhen yesterday while going up the escalator. shar said BRA! very loudly and i was like, where'd that come from. and we watched batman begins again. argh. katie holmes look prettier as the girl-next-door in dawson's geek. i miss that show. boohoo.

i love looking at pictures from gettyimages and corbis. i love photographers. ive said it time and again, and since i cant be a photographer myself, i hope hooyi becomes one. that will be totally awesome.

from the dictionary: a wizard did it
what it means: Cop-out explanation for a phenomenon to which you don't know the answer. Often accompanied by looking quickly left and right and often preceeded by an ellipsis.

e.g., "So, wait...how exactly DID the water go up in a fiery explosion?" "...A wizard did it." *shifty gaze*"

i love snow patrol so much. and i realize that good bands have names that dont make sense at all. no come to think of it actually daph brought that topic up some time ago. i cant study for nuts.

come on bring out my specs im an official MUGGERITA -square smile-

scheeken

baking was fun!! it was so exciting to beat and mix the stuff together and -poof- they became muffins.we actually used up the whole pack of hershey's chocolate chips and made our initials or drawings on the muffins with the chips.

question: what's the difference between cupcakes and muffins? daph says muffin is the bigger version of cupcake.but that sounds a little suspicious.

the blueberry muffins are awesome, even though they were sorta bleah cos of previously unforeseen circumstances. but overall it was darned fun. and hooyi's sis stole one of the blueberry muffins haha she is so adorable! then we slacked around in hooyi's room, which is super cool and i love it so. daph and i concluded that her room is like harry potter's room. you know, below the staircase. and it is totally awesome. so now we have this M.C thing up and kickin: daph- big boss
me- assistant boss
hooyi- treasurer
there's this really cool place near hooyi's house but we didnt get to go there because their opening times are weird. i realize i like to type alot. most times. but anyway, ben bought tics for batman so i ended up in town in shorts and tee shirt, which was rather unsightly i might add, judging by the number of people who were staring. dang to it!

then we saw jing while we were on the escalator to the 6th floor hahah it was a very hmm situation because we didnt expect to catch the same show at the same time. and after movie we had dinner together and talked a whole bunch again. alot of trash. especially from zay and ben.

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

p.s: i finally watched 50 first dates the other night. it's sooooooo nice!! ((: wheehee

schnap schtick

spin it off: blue suede shoes by elvis presley

anna just showed me the joys of msn plus! and i am damn excited because our conversation is so colourful and action packed whoohoo. and i am a happy girl today because i bought 4 new bras WHAHA. M.C TOMORROW!!! JOY TO THE WORLD FOR I AM BAKING! -jumps-

and i love ben very very much

M.C

girls dont like boys girls like cars and monehh

whoohoo whoohoo M.C. on wednesday. SO EXCITING!!! and i realize i love having a crush. the feeling is so $&@?*!

its like jumping over the moon
its like getting brain freezes
its like having good sleepless nights
its like smelling good food
its like successfully breaking an egg for the first time
its like listening to the falling rain and knowing u can sleep in the whole day
its like eating pb and j sandwiches
its like playing in the rain
its like crazy/beautiful/madly happy

poof.

glancing

"over the twilight you're listening for me
darling, go to sleep
cradled by moonlight, im dreaming we'll be
loved so deep"

sometimes things look/feel distorted and ugly and i just dont wanna get close to them. but if i close my eyes and let my brain untangle its noodles for a while, then i'll see all sorts of colours the spectrum A to Z. they look beautiful and the world smells good and i feel somewhat back to normal again.

hooyi is the best. i love her to bits <3

spectrum A to Z

"and when i see you, i really see you upside down
but my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around
turns you around, turns you around"


peiying's was fun. her maid is so cute!!! and el had to scare her just like that :( the food was good and the talk was good and the play-time was good and everything was good. dang i wanted to stay over >:(

had difficulty waking up yesterday morn for lit seminar. alarm clock sounded at 7 but i gave myself 5 minutes slack time for more sleep. in the end i woke up at 7 18 when ben called. but thank goodness i still made it in time. well not exactly in time, but somewhat in time. after the 12th night seminar we (daph, mofo, qian and i) sort of decided enough was enough so we went to do smth else. (but actually mofo and i felt rather guilty about it) we left super bad comments on LJS's feedback form so we literally flew out of that place after qian gave the manager the form. then we complained about the puny hair in the salmon pasta at coffee club and got some discount off. the waitress was a bitch anyway.

and then mofo started talking and got me thinking even till now. what is love? frankly speaking i dont know. it's a certain sort of feeling. a certain sort of mutual understanding. a certain sort of need. a certain sort of happiness that cant be replaced by anything or anyone else. a certain sort of completeness. but i can never be sure of it. this is but part of my definition. i can go on and on about it. ..but seriously, what is love? why do people need it?

my cousin just flew in from hongkong. my aunt and niece are flying in from indon this morning. shopping time!! too bad my mom doesnt allow me to skip tuition dang! and i havent completed mr looh's homework. i think i can do them in time since thank goodness they're mcq questions.

i really need more space in peater. im thinking of buying an ipod instead (ipod as in the white one like ben used to have until he sold it to my cousin) because i need more space. ooh and i took a picture of that poster yesterday so now my phone wallpaper is absolutely awesome. i hope ben doesnt wear his retainers so that he can go back to wearing braces. i love guys who wear braces. they're SO cute!!!

gotta go have breakfast now. laters all you pretty things

my sunny side up

life is funny. nobody knows what's ever gonna happen next. thats what they call unpredictability. thats the guiding line that life works along.im awfully sorry for being such a funny person. funny as in weird funny and not ha ha funny.

wish list:
- polaroid
- THAT book
- awesome sneaks
- cargo pants
- good reads
- lomo
- fairy lights and christmas tree

PER L'AMARO E IL DOLCE?

broken yoke in western sky

had emath remedial today. tsk i cant stand the trackers.divya got into rj already and she hasnt even handed in her testimonials. right. jkgbsghilegnou;ehguobj! but anyway emath was rather fun and fruitful. i think ms leong is so cute. she wears the same perfume all the time without fail. but thats not why she's cute. its just the way she talks and the way she expresses herself. hahaha. i love indices and algebra whooyeah.

possible sleep over at peiying's house tomorrow. automatically, an image of chompchomp formed in my head. smacks lips together. im so sleepy but i cant sleep. i just re-read five people you meet in heaven and i almost cried again. it's so...nice! i dont know how to describe it but it's really heart warming and sad at the same time. alright i know the proper word to use here is bitter-sweet, but it's not bitter-sweet. it's sweet. so grand! and hooyi and daph and i saw the cutest book ever yesterday it really is SO CUTE! there's no other word to describe it haha it's just plain cutesy.

hung out with hooyi and daph for a while yesterday, and we talked about our kids' names, treadmills and tracks, trashy kids and their even more trashy moms, polaroids and lomos, starbucks (wheelock changed their tables and chairs!), the o's, hooyi's dad, ondeh-ondeh, richard, daph's sister, some girls, phones, secret garden, phoney people, and alot of other stuff. wow its incredible how much we can talk about in a few mere hours whoohoo. i love them both so much. we'll probly never run out of things to talk about and when we do we'll probly just sit and stone and look at one another and crack up and start talking about how retarded things are. i love them both so much (:

the essential days of this june holiday:
1 day to bake
1 day to shop
1 day for watching ninja turtles
1 day for hotel
1 day for sneakers-search and ikea's meatballs
1 day for sleep over and what-have-yous
14 days for lit and ss and geog
28 days for emath and amath and physics and chem
every-day for ben

i want a huge picture of james dean on one wall of my kitchen, and another huge picture of audrey hepburn on the other wall. sigh. the most beautiful people on earth. and when i have the cash, i'll have my own library with the best books in the world and there'll be pictures of james dean and audrey hepburn and john lennon and the beatles and elvis presley. ok wait maybe that should be the setting of our cafe. yes yes. im hatching ideas. my brain illuminates!

alot of people have been curling their hair recently. just this morning i saw marie and her newly curled hair. i want to have curly hair too. not curled hair, but naturally curly. like afie's. its so unfair. i want to exchange hair with her. i feel like cutting my hair short cos im bored with my long hair. im so tired of tying my hair!

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!! IM SO HYPED!!! ((:

i miss benji! -squints- he agreed to let me have the christmas tree and fairy lights up around our house all year round WHOOHOO. and i cant wait for him to get his driver's license so that he can bring me to night safari. i have yet to give duckie a bath. or swim. or shower. whichever he prefers. mr happyheart's first month birthday is coming soon!! how exciting!

WHOOHOO

spin it off: it's my party by leslie gore

havent been online for such a long time mainly because this com is very laggy and i get pissed everytime i come online. until i discover the wonders of msn explorer and mozilla firefox. everybody should be using mozilla firefox!

i think im balding. ive been dropping so much hair under the shower it's freaky! and balding is a very very bad thing i so do not want to bald la. its disgusting. i officially wasted away the first week of my holiday, which consisted of taking the chinese o's and chem extra lessons and physics extra lesson and alot of going out. plus im getting fat. no wait. make that FAT.

dont even let me start on chinese o's or else i will never stop frowning and i'll have alot of creases on my forehead. i mean that will look super weird. but it was way more difficult than the paper the school gave us. haiyer i know i shouldnt worry about it anymore because there's no point in worrying anyway since it was over a week ago. BUT STILL!!! to think i wanted to get an a1 for chinese. i still want to. but its virtually impossible. last monday was super sucky. okay maybe only the first half of the day. the rest of the day was hyper fun! went wildwildwet with ben and meiqi and benny and jing and zay. it was crazy. but madly fun. and i didnt dare take the scary float-on-the-slide thing cos the last time i took it i remembered it was freaky. but fun. tsk a moment's impulsive reaction. see la now i regret.

going sentosa later whooyeah. i love the beach. i love the beach. i love the beach. i love ben more. and ben was pissy cos he went to school twice in one morning for nothing and he blew his cash on cabs. talk about monday blues.

having a date with the sexy and hot and sexy and cool and sexy and sexy chilli padis this thursday. haiyer. how i adore thee, my chilli padis. whoohoo that rhymes. something romantic just happened! i left afie a testimonial and she messaged me at the same time! oh man so romantic!! i miss my chilli padis alot. thank God im seeing them- except the art farts- tomorrow.

i love lausanne! i love talking to her! be it online or offline haha. so much to rant and gush and complain about, not forgetting the music and the hopelessness at make-up. i love lausanne! ^ (thats a cyclops smile zay invented some time ago)

whoohoo this is such a long entry but dont blame me. i havent typed here for such a long time. i was eating mango yogurt at 11 in the evening yesternight and messaging qian and reading life of pi at the same time. that was super oop but i just feel like including it. firstly because, the mango yogurt was really good everybody should eat the mango yogurt from yoplait. only yoplait and no other brand pls.secondly, cos i realize i havent talked to qian for a very long time. thirdly because, LIFE OF PI is a very very good book.

and cherissa! leave your url because i dont know your url!! i miss you cheerleading babes. and where's rachel?! what about our video?!

<3