twizzlers

spin it off: crazy for this girl by Evan and Jaron

so it's over and once again there's uncalled for injustice. but injustice isnt worth our tears. and we did good, certainly at least a notch above the others who got silver. okay that sounded mean but thats the truth. all of the sec4s and some of the sec3s went over to yanyi's house after syf yesterday and we were pigging out on 4 pizzas. but they were only medium sized. if there had been more i'd have stuffed myself stupid with pizza. we worked so hard and put in so much effort. and what about the many hours we spent in as2. it's so cruel and unfair and plain unfair. it's not okay. it obviously isnt okay. but we cant do anything about it. so lets just learn to live with it.

english paper was weird. i dont know how else to describe it. i was falling asleep doing the compre part, and yanyi was staring at some worm thinggy on the theatrette floor. after that went for chem tuition. the darned guys at the back row were so noisy i felt like smacking them. then ben came over and everything was more than a-okay.

redoxon/ wheels/ sleep you axis of evil

spin it off: keeping the dream alive by Freiheit

<3 this is a heart
<3 this is an ice cream cone

oh weee.
ooh weeee.
oooh weeeee.

help. halp. help. halp. heheh. i am deadeth. i can safely say that i am almost totally unprepared for tomorrow's chinese mye paper. i repeat: CHINESE! how the hell am i supposed to get an A1 for chinese o's at the rate im going? but i shall persevere. and i am gonna get my A1.

i love death cab for cutie. their name doesnt make sense. or so it seems. aiya anything goes la. i love dcfc.

and im feeling so guilty because i was only supposed to transfer that really nice christmas song into peater, but i ended up here. O.O panick attack! im not feeling as panicky or stressed as i should be feeling, and that is bad. im not even feeling anything anymore. urgh.

my eyebags are huge they look heavy they sort of sag. i hope my eyes wont drop out.

last official pract tomorrow im so sad! its so fast! gold with honours gold with honours gold with honours. -does dooly dance- trash the rest! (that sort of rhymes) i STILL cant believe im in sec 4. thats probly the main reason why i dont behave like a sec4 senior. i feel like im still in sec2. or somewhere there. i am going to miss the whole i-hate-and-i-love-cedar thing. its such a love/hate relationship im confused sometimes. noeline said we have to be disciplined when we study. ok i shall be. for now. <3

i am sixteen (gonna be) going on seventeen

spin it off: sixteen going on seventeen by Liesl and Rolf

ANNOUNCEMENT: GARDE GOT FIRST IN CHEERLEADING but there's a slight problem of 21 people so they disqualified us. tsk!

we couldve gotten first. FIRST FIRST FIRST!! but its not confirmed. smth along that line. that means we could've gotten first or second or third. but most probly first because somebody saw garde's name at the top of the list of winners or smth. it pays to be too nice but its okay at least the judges DO KNOW that WE'RE THE BEST.

i love kang yanyi too!! bougai was great too and i have the vids of the routines frm bougai and garde and ixora to back that claim. handbell syf this friday. STRESS! guzheng got yet another gold, like dance and i cant remember what else. STRESS STRESS! choir and tl got gold with honours. SUPER STRESS STRESS STRESS!! its okay handbell will get first handbell will get first. we dont need to drop mallets or look spastic and we have perfect techniques and we make 'beautiful music', as quoted from mrs aw herself.
I MISS CHEERLEADING ALREADY! CANT WAIT FOR MYE TO BE OVER THEN WE CAN HAVE A PROPER CELEBRATION AND CONTINUE TO CHEERLEAD FOR THE FUN OF IT.after all, we're good arent we? (:

'people see green because they love us' as quoted from shar.

the grass is ALWAYS greener on garde's side
the sky is ALWAYS blue-er on garde's side
the birds ALWAYS chirp louder on garde's side
the smiles are ALWAYS brighter on garde's side

DOUBLE POK

spin it off: dont go there
off the rack: chinese ciyushouce-s

DOUBLE POK I TELL YOU. WHAT IS THIS! unrecognized talents! it's okay. we know we're good. everybody knows we're good. it's okay it's alright. our efforts and talents will be recognized anyway. and the juniors promised us first place next year. garde cheerleading squad has the best juniors around and im glad to have known you guys. shant be disheartened. our videoS prove it all pfft. RACHEL you algae monster you better get your strong and muscular butt in garde next year or else!! i love you too heheh dont worry we'll be sneaky ben's not around he wont know of our affair heheheh (:

i loved garde i love garde i will love garde forever. CIRCLES OF GREENERY, SQUARES OF VITALITY, TRIANGLES OF AWESOME-ITY (: keep the garde spirit up hot chicks!

quoting shar, we should all get slog our asses off and get good grades for mye. okay maybe not even good im just asking for decent. chinese prelims in 4 days time and i havent finished studying yet. honestly speaking im really really worried for mye. argh stress is bad it causes tummies to bulge, or so sop claims. but since sop has such a great bod i guess whatever she said about stuff relating to bodies are true.

im going to miss cheerleading. like, alot. ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT. even though the judges refused to award us, im still proud to say that we came so far by means of our very own effort and dedication. unlike certain unmentionables. it's just very disappointing to know that there's unfairness and bias-ness. and it's just very disappointing that people get awarded for another's work. but that's the way of the world. things like that happen all the time and i guess we just got to accept it, like it or not. it's been fun practising our routine together. not only that, but also the bondings and the aye-dont-gossip sessions, plus supercalifragilisticexpiadilociously great juniors:

i love may!
i love neshina!
i love cheryl!
i love sherry!
i love rachel ALGAEMONSTER
i love kaiyin!
i love yanyi!
i love joanna!
i love caili!
i love jaslyn!
i love cherissa!
i love teresa!
i love maziah!
i love cheryl!
i love lilin!
i love priscilla!
and of course charmain and shar and qian. especially charmain vice cap-we worked so hard to get the whole thing goin and it's worth it.

i love them all the space wow i can feel my heart swelling already too much love inside (: take the stadium by storm (plus thunder and lightning) and bag the trophy next year!!

ok anti climax. back to chinese. tskkkkkkkkkk i hate o's im sick of it.

GARDE GARDE GARDE LETS GO GREEN!

okay this is it. garde can make it. we made it last year. we can make it again this year ((: wow i sound so inspired. but seriously! cheerleaders giddy up and take the stadium by storm! plus thunder and lightning! ((:

i love green. greeeen green green green greeeeen. i love garde. sports meet is on friday. so technically speaking, till they announce this year's champion house, GARDE is still the champion house. whaha. im talking logic here.

rachel is the official algae monster.i love green! okay gna sleep early tonight. been so busy so busy so busy im so so tired. one more day.

i am proud to be garde cheerleading captain! i love our cheerleaders!! (:
LETS GO LETS GO LETS GO GREEN

kate and leopold

spin it off: stop crying your heart out by oasis

"nor time, nor place, nor chance, nor death can bow/
my least desires unto the least remove"

kate and leopold! leopold and kate! sounds so good no matter how you put it! i love that show!! haiyer. i need time to dream. i love to dream. my new hobby is to dream. okay maybe not that new anymore it's probly been my hobby since i was a teensy kid.

sports day drawing closer. die! ok not die. yay! -with a hint of anxiety- and mid years drawing closer!! die die die double die!

no matter how they toss the dice, its meant to be. the only one for me is you, and you for me. so happy together (background: do do do do do) how is the weather? (background: do do do do do) i cant see me loving nobody but you for all my life! when youre with me baby the skies will be blue for all my life!

heehee (:

la la loooo la la loooo

spin it off: twinkle twinkle little stars by your nursery teacher
off the shelf: chemistry matters by the chemical brothers

am i dead?
yes im dead
why am i dead?
because there's chem and emath commontests tmr and i havent studied.
oh right.
yeah. so?
so nothing. who are you meeting in heaven?
the five people. and God
who are the five people?
dont know cant see them just yet. not close enough to heaven.
hello i miss ben.
hello back at you i miss ben too.
why?
dont know. just miss. cant help it.
ah.
yes.
okay okay.
okay okay okay.

there. monologue. snatch up the Hot and Cool Band's hot single! daph and sandra dishes out:

hello hooyi
byebye hooyi
hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo

not bad for amateurs huh. not bad at all.
gasps and dies.
(oh no wait i forgot to say bye!)
(ok)
wakes, smiles and waves.
gasps and dies. again.

-

itfeels right whenits wrong.
maybe- just maybe- its wrong.

pok

spin it off: knockin' on heaven's door by guns 'n roses
off the shelf: angela's ashes by frank mccourt

i dont have enough time! i've said it once, im gonna say it again. i dont have enough time!! argh it's so irritating when there's so much to do and there's so little time to complete them all. mye coming and i havent even started mugging. im not gonna make it for mye. but then i think about God. so okay, im so going to make it. in Him, anything is possible. i cast my worries upon You, Lord.

there's just too many things to do. and worry about. i hope our cheerleading routine is okay. i hope i'll have time to study for mye. i hope i'll pass my maths. i hope everything goes okay. i hope i wont be too tired. i hope things wont screw up. i hope syf is gonna be excellent. but they are all just 'i hope' s urgh how can i turn them into 'this is gonna happen' s? ok rhetorical question. but just in case anybody knows, please tell me okay.

next week is gonna be as busy (if not busier) that this week. i havent studied for chem! deadeth man. im so proud of the choir girls. CEDAR CHOIR IS LIKE, THE BEST GIRLS CHOIR IN THE WHOLE OF SINGAPORE WHOOHOO!!! ((:

i feel like a meanie. i thank God for susan leong. i mean, compared to principals from other schools she's super super nice. and she's really capable too. i feel so bad when she actually teared in front of the whole school yesterday. its like our batch is a letdown. i hope its not gonna be a letdown. i hope we can make her proud of us again. i mean she's always been so encouraging and she believes in us. after yesterday i feel so driven to study really really hard for o's. i hope the class changes our attitude too. blah.

ok i shall go read angela's ashes for a while. it's so nice!!

radioactive

spin it off: the sun and the moon by mae

"so when you say forever, dont you know you've already captured me"

gross i feel like puking. my brother just gave me the orange listerine thing and it tastes really really weird urgh. URGH. having migraine sucks alot. and there's radioactive test tomorrow argh. ARGH!

dah dah changed out seats just now. not too bad. im sitting with my mofo!! i love mofo. i miss eating curry and rice together with her during recess. the only thing im complaining about is that my seat is the 2nd row from the front. dang. and its so warm there. im gonna miss doodling in my handbook together with sarah. and singing songs. haiyer. so busy now. i dont like to be busy. no time to chill. i need more time. and more space in peater. oh and peater looks gay now he's so pretty, thanks to cinta cinta.

tomorrow is LOVELOVE TIPA TANG'S BIRTHDAY!!! ((: i love my cinta cinta. my birthday is coming. blah. i dont want to grow up.

corright, you smart alecky!

spin it off: tisbury lane by mae

"will you come back? it's all she wants to know. she knows she's part of the problem too. could she let it go? it'd take a miracle, so that's what im praying for"

im so so stuck on that song im hooked/ mesmerized/ obsessed/ hypnotised by it. I LOVE MAE!! and i think i know what daph my cinta cinta is going to pass to me tomorrow. SO EXCITING!!!!! whahahaha i feel mad. corright, you smart alecky!

handbell was fine. only i think the more we play maple leaf, the worse it gets. so we should just play nocturne. okay maybe not. i slept on the floor in AS2 and when i woke up it was really cold. like really really. but nobody else was wearing their jackets. so maybe it's just me falling sick. but i dont wanna fall sick, no not at this time of the year! darned mid years around the corner and im still relacking one korner. im parking my ass in front of the books tonight. like, all the mathsy sciency and chinky stuff.

lessons were boring.especially kotc. i almost fell asleep. and physics too. and english too. but chinese and emath and jogging were fun! chinese was slack period and sarah and i were doodling in our handbook during emath. now i have no more space to draw for the rest of the week -.- and it was raining so heavily during jogging! whaha i love the sound of the falling rain. so comforting and nice! perfect lullaby to croon me to sleep. and leong said "corright" today. man that lady has some serious problems with her language i think mrs foo would faint talking to her.foo was telling us about her kid and his encounter with ghostly stuff. he sounds so cute!!

im staying back everyday this week. yeah, again. and im having tuition with mr cheong on the only day that i dont have to stay back. how sad is my life. mourn, people, mourn. so many events coming up:
1.sports day ( cheerleading!!)- 22 april
2.start of mid year exam- 28 april
3.syf- 29 april

how to find time to study? haiyer haiyer haiyer. and the darned person who stole my chem book hasnt returned it to me yet. TSK mega irritating i feel like killing something now. talking bout that there was a dead bird on the 4th level empty ground in the morning. SUPER GROSS. o.o

cheerleading prac tomorrow. gotta practise really hard. i hope everybody can remember the steps and do the routine well enough before sports day. bye you tweet. (:

that's not my tractor

spin it off: learning to breathe by switchfoot

i feel so much better after ranting to daph yesternight and going to church this morning. i love pastor prince!! and now i feel dumb for typing so much about her yesternight. i mean, she wont even get to read it. just what was i thinking man! but wait, people dont think when they're angry. tested on proven on just about almost all human beans walking on this planet.

i think kissing is really nice. it's not just about the kissing part, it's also about how you feel before you kiss and how you feel after you kiss. put all the three parts together and you get The Kiss Trilogy- I SEE STARS EXPLODING EVERYWHERE. its a magick fagick thingamagick.

it's incredible the number of feelings that people feel, and yet more incredible knowing there are still emotions yet unnamed. i see so many couples out there and it occurs to me that every single one of them have their own story to tell. thats such a wow factor. feels faintly deja vu. i think hooyi and i talked about it before haha. there's so much more in this world than just sluts. i feel so excited thinking about the many things that could be occuring in some other part of the world right at this moment. whoa boy, i think too much (: but it's nice thinking about things like that. i can spend a whole day doing nothing but lazing in a hammock and just think. about stuff. different stuff. but mostly happy stuff, i hope. and dont forget the music!! music defines my mood and vice versa. ok i must be sounding really weird now. whatever la.

i feel good typing whaha! i wanna get married!! like, now. i love love love kisses haha (: they are the nicest thing ever. i sounded weird. now i sound mad. i am mad la.

get off my nerves

dirty little sluts go to hell and burn there. queen super sluts like berenice belong in hell and burn there forever and ever. amen.

what makes a slut? shameless cheap tarts who throw themselves at attached guys. ooh wait that sounds really familiar. just like that weird whatshername bitch. seriously just what is her problem. girls like her are hopeless. if i ever see her on the streets i'm gonna make sure she gets the her first public humiliation. oh no wait a minute wait a minute there. -pauses- maybe its not her first. i mean who knows , the things that she did before.

so she and friend has dreams of petting somebody else's boyfriend. well last night i dreamed of sticking an air guitar up her ass. hows that for a dream honey? what can i say maybe the people she hangs out with are all like that. darned nhsos aH LiAnZ with their hey-check-me-out-im-trying-so-hard-to-act-cute-so-hopefully-guys-will-notice-me-and-oh-by-the-way-i-love-baby-pink-and-i-type-LiKe-ThAt-because-i-think-that-is-so-cool-and-yep-you-guessed-right-im-really-dumb-plus-i-smile-like-that-because-im-trying-to-act-cute-and-i-wear-my-hair-this-way-because-im-trying-to-be-cute-and-im-still-wondering-why-my-tongue-is-still-there-despite-my-pronouncings-of-all-the-ZzZs-and-XxXs weird antics.

and while you're crying and reporting to my boyfriend what an evil girlfriend i've been, i'll gloat. you got me in this bitchy state and im seriously pissed. and if you ever stop crying maybe you'll have the sensibility to apologize.

well, fuck to you. im not gonna fall for this, sick bitch.