um. i miss handbell. and the font's in purple in honour of the handbell costume. can somebody send me the handbell pics that we took so long ago but never got to see?

i feel so sad because backstreet boys are in town and i dnt get to touch them. or even see them or hear them sing. i wanted to watch the concert so baaaaaaadly. dno what happened la. super cranky. i love nick carter!!! (back when he was cute). i dnt mind aaron carter, really. cat actually bought me his autobiography for my 12th birthday. i cant believe how mad she can get. but i love that book :D because its full of aaron's pics :D hes so hawwt. and i still have the topless-aaron poster that el gave me in sec1. DROOLS.

i love my math teacher! he's called mr triple k. not because of anything but because his initials r really kkk. and hes really cute and funny!! not cute in the wow-hes-hawt way but funny cute. chinese lecture was very relaxing cos we got to watch march of the penguins n eat pocky sticks n sleep at the back row tgt w geraldine n cherl n rach. gp was torturous because i laughed so much my stomach hurt. rachel was mad enough to say 'yes! maozedong!' so loudly halfway thru the lecture. she has maozedong's little red book!! haha and there are alot of mao's handsome faces in the book :D and she was like, how come he never change his hairstyle huh? i was like, wtf.

my chinese teacher knows how to speak indon. and he wants me to talk to him in indon so he can improve. wth.

i like my bathrobe.

seriously, whoever wants to crash tp should just crash. I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU HOOYI AND SOP, SO DONT RUN AWAY. but if u guys run away, treat me to smth nice to eat. honestly, the cold brownies werent that bad after all. they tasted cute. i mean, that was the first time i tasted cold brownies! its somewhere between awesome and hmm -raises eyebrows-.

that didnt really make sense but really, cold brownies taste cute.

i shopped myself happy today! haha :D but not happy enough to be able to fly.

why georgia why?

i dno why i went to sch today la its such a waste of time. and thank God i didnt go for chinese. acc to geraldine the chungcheng people in the chinese class all took higher chinese in sec sch. that spells trouble. BIG trouble.

i dnt feel like gg sch tmr :l i had chicken rice for dinner and i was busy picking out all the mushrooms whoohoo. i love mushrooms.

ok im gg to read the storybook bible :D

dearest all, hello. i think tp is getting better. the people are getting cooler. and the days still slack. BUT. the pe here is a total NONO man. heres wat we did (or rather, were forced to) for our very first pe lesson:

1.2 km run
100 jumping jacks
50 squats
60 crunches
pull ups
push ups

darn it. im so not looking forward to the next pe lesson. i cant decide if i shd go school or not tmr. ugh. i honestly think tp is the slackest jc on the whole island. i mean, man! even mi is not this slack! well, but who's complaining? :D

i think soh peiying ran away with the class fund. qian and i baked brownies this afternoon! it doesnt taste that great, but its crunchy. and qian told me they taste better cold. i mean hello, what brownies are crunchy and taste better cold? arent they supposed to be soft n chewy n taste best when warm? haha okay we're suckers in the kitchen. but its not totally our fault, cos we bought betty crocker's brownie pack.

ok im too lazy to type. meiqi's party was super cool and i got super tired. but it was really fun :D happy 17th birthday babe.

i want to have a white house with a high ceiling, four white columns up front, carpet grass all around, a pond towards the right side of the house, a swing up front on the patio, window panes that reach up all the way to the second level on both sides of the house, a huge tree out back, and filled with love all around.

you know, the classic sort. the kind that brings back old age romance and smells of dew drops in the morning. oh yeah and i want a pretty garden at the back, with a fountain in the middle and fairy lights around it at night. and steps leading to the house in the front. oh my gosh i can see the whole house complete with furniture inside :D when it rains i'll sit by the window, listening to emo songs or jazz and watching the raindrops roll down.

im only writing this because its raining and i cant watch the raindrops roll down. but i really want a white house like the one i wrote about. ok i feel dumb.

yeah you, got that something
i think you'll understand
when i say that something
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand

i love ben i love ben i love ben. i miss you so much babykins! its like what, the first time in a whole week. damn. and i cant wait to see you again tmr after your training.

went to chompchomp for supper with ben :D after O-night. saw quite a few people there AND GUESS WHO I BUMPED INTO! HOLY MACARONI I ACTUALLY BUMPED INTO PEIYING!! :D :D :D words REALLY arent sufficient to express it. i dnt actually know what 'it' is referring to, but yeah. and i miss you guys soooooooooo friggin much. the food at tp sucks. they serve pretty cold stuff. yuck. and its not only about the food. its abt the people too man. i cant remember names very well and like till now i dnt even know half of my og members' name. but um, theyre kinda dull anyway.

ok im gna log outta here and sign in to my bed. i love ikea. people buy ikea stuff yall. theyre the hottest in every corner of this world.

and i miss ben alr. im feeling pretty much screwd. baby i miss your kisses. it didnt feel right when we met up jsut now. maybe ur just too tired. i dno. but it didnt feel like you. i miss you babykins

thank God for you. thanks for always being there for me. i suppose i will never understand how u are able to hear my smiles or frowns or when im about to cry. the first day was crap and it seems so unfair that you're having so much fun when im not. blame me for being dumb. thank you for being the one i know i can always fall back on without the slightest hint of a doubt. thank you for loving me non exhaustively.

you and me
we'll always be
love is you
you and me
love is knowing
we can be

i never expected it to be so hard. omg its unbearable. just shoot me.

tp is super sucky i dont wanna stay here for so long omg id rather just work my arse off or sth along that line. maybe one day's too early to form such a judgement, but isnt cheering in hokkien a little too severe? and there are like so many neighbourhoodies here i just cant fit in! urgh. id rather retain and stay back in cedar. okay maybe not retain but just not go tp. yuck.

howdy people. happy new year! hope you guys had a blast. spent new year's eve at ngee ann city with ben n the usual peeps. it was pretty okay, despite the fact that it was super dead and boring at the start. but anyways, just what is up with drunk guys (and not so drunk ones) and bared chests?! it's like they have to show people their chests or smth.

i missed the first church service of the year.
i slept at 6 in the morning.
i was totally amused looking at a bangla performing a wild dance last nite.
i saw meiqi
i bathed
really, there isnt much to say.

but anyway i still have no idea which orientation group i belong to. hana's in abba. she knows cos they called her yesterday afternoon. im still totally clueless. honestly should i be worried? cos nobody called me yet! it'll be totally distressing if they go smth along the line of 'oops sry we forgot abt u just join whichever group you want'.

i love watching tom and jerry!