la la la la la la

yay yay yay. jeremy is crazy la. he was listening to some korean song that goes like this:
" i am selling hum ji kuey, yeah baby, keep away from me, pia li pia pah bom pee on the bowl "
i mean, what the hell is that?!?! ugh okay dang. i am hyper again. i am goooing walnuts peanuts cashewnuts groundnuts plainnuts. dang i cant believe im going for handbell tmr. after that im meeting aloy and his yuanzu friend and (EEK!) QIAN!! okay am going sleep alr. ttfn. <3

your love's got me lookin so crazy

graaaaaaaaaa why like that!!!!!! sometimes i wonder why i love my girls so so much when they're so huah huah! i mean look at this:

sandrah! his girl lucky/ diabetic/ madly happy (: says:
aye ok wait talk to u later
sandrah! his girl lucky/ diabetic/ madly happy (: says:
gonna bathe first
[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
WHAT THE FUCK LAH

[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
i miss you fuck
[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
you dont miss me RIGHT
LOSER
sandrah! his girl lucky/ diabetic/ madly happy (: says:
SAMA SAMA!!!!!!!
sandrah! his girl lucky/ diabetic/ madly happy (: says:
go and die la
[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
GO FUCK YOURSELF LAH MAMA!

[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
i want you to be smelly
[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
like BOYS

[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
EH YOU CRAZY IS IT?
[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
mymum say schizo ppl got outbursts and fits
[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
*looks at mofo*
[[ birdie. ipodsock` the nude bar* says:
i knew she was right

and then there's daph: HELLO FRIENDS!! Im really pleased to inform you that im writing your cards now. Though im really lazy im also a really nice kid :) thank me!! thank me!!

what is this!! but i love them la. -haiyer- love is blind. what to do? times are bad. anyhow, went to witness my brother's baptism ceremony and omg it was really fun cos he lookd so stoned while everybody else is so happy.

the pastor was like: so, do you have anything to say? anything you want to thank God for?
my brother : -chews gum- -stops chewing gum- uh..no -chews gum-
uh.right. haha super stoner. i cant believe he's goin maris nxt year and NO i am not going to school together with him. nor am i going back home together with him.

after that i flew (literally) all the way to kallang station to meet shalomy and her sis and ben. btw shalom's sister's name is sharon, not shalem, as jade suggested. that is just so -.- but it was quite funny haha. had lots of fun today with jade, janice, linus, shalomy, sharon, wen, su and ben. woot! i feel really on fire and that is really good! went nydc for dinner and i had pizza for 2 simultaneous nights. how happy is that? that is a rhetorical question thank you very much. am feeling a little high at the moment because of the post MOFO spasm.

oh well the life of a MOFO.
what can i say.
nobody can understand the high end dramas that us MOFOs stage
save perhaps, the MOFO wannabes like afie who's on the way back frm india thank goodness.
i have no idea why i am typing like this dont ask me.
feeling a little poetic perhaps.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.

okay gonna continue with The Thinggies of 2004. bye bye friends. (: love love!

cherry mistmas happy boxing

hellow hellow friend! i miss my girls!!!!!!!! freakin hell what kinda best friends are you man! pangseh me on christmas week! hmpf. total bugger. but i still love you guys heheheh. and stupid afiyah still in india! i so wanna go there too la mama. i miss my mofo even tho i saw her on christmas eve's eve. i miss qian most of all cos she owes me alot dates.look who's pangseh-ing who man. can you imagine if i gave qian a Christmas Boyfriend? then i will be jabbed even more. daph is as funny and weird as ever. her christmas message is like totally non-christmassy except for the 'merry christmas' part. other than that, it's just er very daph. anyway i just sent out my xmas cards out yesterday so it's uh sort of gonna be late. (daph hasn't even written hers yet, i bet) i havent heard from hooyi for such a long time. hoohoo oh hoohoo..where art thou? i am so excited cus i'm gonna see them on tuesday. i hope. dont jab me pls.

my bro's gonna get baptised tmr and shalomy thinks thats really cute. i wonder how cute it can get -raises eyebrow- going for church service again tmr at five. i repeat: again. i feel so on fire. and christmassy. cos i've been attending all sorts of services these past few days. haiyer- it's that time of the year again and i'm thinkin bout the same ole stuff again. stupid jerk. and i've been a mean bitch. omgness i did something so mean recently i feel so bad about it. like okay i should feel bad about it because i was so mean. i promise i wont be so mean to anybody next time round. if there is a next time. i seriously hope not. but then again you can't and shouldn't stop the forces of nature.

i was looking at all the pictures my girls and i took this year and i realize i am so gonna freakin miss this darned year! this is a darned year cos:
1. it was so fun with all these people i have around me. they are practically jumping and vibrating with energy i hope they dont suffer from hyperventilation
2. it has been a really gruesome and grotesquely murderous academic year.

okay bye gonna start on a The Thinggies of 2004 list. how e

bugger. i feel so irritated. at i dont know what and that makes me feel even more irritated. argh. stupid crap. i hate this so much. my eyes are so tired and i can't sleep. i dont and i cant understand why i never seem to be able to sleep when i'm at the peak of my tired-ity scale. maybe im insomniac. whatever. anyway went kino with my mum to get a couple of books. i got this really really cute pink and apple green notebook i dont think cute is cute enough to describe it. there's this huge sticker with the words "BOYS ARE STUPID THROW ROCKS AT THEM" printed on it. just how cute is that! and um i got new underwear haha! i know. like there's a need to announce that. but well i'm feeling like it la.

amath was full of shit. so much so that even Pencil Dick and Laydee's Man look even shittier than ever today. daph and qian went over the moon after the test and it was so bad nobody's even laughing with them. but they were so high they didnt realize that and went on crapping. as in verbally. if i didnt know daph, i'd be rather intimidated by her. not cause of her height but cause of how scary she is when she hurls verbal abuse. i mean, check out the way she called her sister and asked her to help her pack her thinggys.

okay. rather tired. snooze mode: ON

countdown to christmas : 5 MORE DAYS

Stranger in the house ?

Right. sup guys ? ben's here. =) the dude's kinda studyin her a maths (for once) so i'm here to help her update it ? lol so... we kinda spent the last 24 hours together catchin "after the sunset", somehow, there weren't anyone to tear the tickets so we kinda entered the theatre with our tickets intact? lol and the show's kinda corny but overall its nice... laughed our freakin butts off... =) throughout the whole movie, i was wondering how could it be rated PG when the scenes are like...

after that, we went to have dinner at heeren and on the way we saw smily? and he's with a whole bunch of guys..? lol and after dinner it's back to the station.

the time's like 9.30 and *phew* lucky my maid's asleep alrdy and we kinda chilled out at my place till like um... 1 am? yea well, she's SUPPOSED to study but its msn etc... den its BEDTIME!!

this morn, we woke up at 6.30 !!! well, we kinda got caught by my maid and she started to scold etc... in e end she went like "just go" and a smile.. like.. wth? lol and we left the house at 7.05? and tat's how we were sooooooooo late and screwed for church ? well, i kinda made 3 new frens today? yea basically the dude's pals whom we're supposed to meet at 7.15... lol anyhow, had breakfast at mac den went for the first service, then went to deli for lunch where jade and her sworn partner joined us later and crapped for close to hald an hour or so.

went to shop for things for my cuz and frens in city link itself and pac plaza. yup, and by the time it ended, both of us were soooooooooooo tired and practically stoning ? lol and after that, went home and had a niceeee, lonnnnng slpppppppp? tat's for me tat is.. lol

i craaaaaaaave for you

okay the title's dedicated to mofo! omg i miss her sooo much haven't seen her in such a long time. AGH! remember the first time i saw her at the trashy english course thing in sec 1. she seemed so meek and quiet and shy. i repeat: seemed. then saw her with her huge gollum file outside the class this yr, when chew actually made us line up outside the class acc to height! omgness i will never ever forget that even when pancakes aren't flat anymore! if you didnt go through that, you haven't gone through extreme embarrassment. all the other classes in the classroom block were in their own classes and us?! we were lining up acc to our height. how wonderful. *cackles- i love monstars. my stars. alot.

holiday assignments done:
1. e math
2. half-of-english

holiday assignments UNdone:
1. a math
2. physics
3. chem
4. lit
5. chinese (i am not planning to do it. hell to stupid 3D models)
6. SS

tada! it's good. it's good. it's gooooooood. okay maybe stress is good to a certain extent. i know this sounds rather perverse, but i kinda like stress. not like like, but like like. cos it helps me get things done. if there's no stress at all my life will be wasting away.

things to be done:
1. send out christmas cards!! (sooo exciting!!!!)
2. get all the UNdone assignments done
3. unpack the luggage(s)
4. think about what else there is to be done

quote worthy: a bad case of the stupids
meaning:Darwin Award-winning stupidity

gotta go to the airport to pick my mum up later. EEK so exciting! she's coming to town. which means yet another bout of shopping spree. i sense a teensy weensy minute just the tiniest little bit of a hint of shopaholicsm in me. i know i know! i know its bad! but it's just a teensy weensy minute just the tiniest little bit of a hint! it might not even be there! ahaha but im so glad i can turn to shopping as a form of theraphy. ahh release the stress from within! yet another reason why i should like stress. shoes-and-soccer-ball-shopping date with qian next tuesday. so exciting!! before that gotta deal with a math. i hate math. i hate math i hate math! stupid mathsy-sciency people with no feelings. ugh. numbers dont make sense. well certain numbers do, but most of the time numbers and math formulae don't mean a thing to me. they're just mere creations of people with too much of those noodle thinggies in their brains. eeyuck! don't talk to me about math. i'd rather build a replica of the versailles.

unmathsy-sciency-things to be bought:
1. lawn green converse chuck tops
2. bj edge of reason ost
3. The Confessions of Max Tivoli by Andrew Sean Greer
4. The Hundredth Man by Jack Kerley
5. Outside Valentine by Liza Ward
6. Broken for You by Stephanie Kallos
7. How I Live Now by Meg Rosoff
8. kiehl's face mask
9. new pencilcase
10. new lingerie

not too many. take things s-l-owly. musnt be too greedy. omgness i love the songs daph and jeremy sent me yesternight. they're so...swoon worthy! oh and this is something only those in the know will know: people, go grab The Hot and Cool Band's debut album (if it manages to debut) why? oh, because it's the hottest and coolest shit ever! oh really? yes really. the media's raving about it. the hot and the cool are talking about it. go get it!! heheh a little propaganda on my part doesnt hurt things does it.

I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing that's true

So I will not hide

It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

the sky is cloudy. i dont see no clear blue. the sky is cloudy. i see only great patches of white. and perhaps slight grey.

7 days without pizza makes one weak.

sexed up

one of those times. feel like yanking. haha. here goes.

cant believe im gonna be 16 next year. like are you kiddin me?! am i that old already! ugh. but it's a good thing (: a lot of illegal things are turning legal next year. i think? next year is going to be so stressful i can't believe im actually going through next year at all. i hope things go smoothly. i dont wanna screw things up and end up like total trash, like i kinda did this year, if you know what i'm talking about. sometimes i just wanna go back to when i was a kid and i didnt have to care about anything at all. ignorance is bliss. so much truth in those words people dont think much about it anymore.

of all the people that i met and am meeting, how many are actually going to remember me? and how many are actually the people i'm gonna remember? not that i dont wanna remember all of them, The Good and The Bad, but there's this list called The Best that actually has reserved space in my heart. i know people like qian, ben, daph, hooyi, hana, afie, kyna, shalom, aloy are already occupying the best seats, next to my mom and qiuru. g--x--- too i guess, even when he screwd things up. screw him la.

daph and i were just talking about it: us stressing ourselves out. her with math. me with some stuff. what if he prefers his previous? i feel like an overly insecure freak. ugh. this sucks. so so much. everybody is going away. first jamie, then pam, then now justin's gone too. oh well i guess things just happen. expect the unexpected.

today was ooh-la-great! ocean's twelve was rather crappy, with a few trashy scenes that made me go "what the hell?!" but brad pitt and george clooney and matt damon and catherine zeta jones are still whoa-really-hot. i love ben. i really do. ugh gawd this is so touchy-feely-im-getting-mushy!! but bleh..i love ben! i thank God for him (:

omgness the last episode of The OC is so..SAD!! freak i really wanna cry now cos it's so sad. emo time. time out. weep session. argh. ttfn. <3

live it! love it!

hellow people (: i love hongkong!! okay so now i've got proper time to blog. currently at MIX, this sandwich place, but i'm not havin sandwich or anythin, just got myself a cuppa hot choc so i can use their internet. hopefully my cousin will be done with her work soon so we can go out for dinner or smth. see, people, you guys just gotta visit hongkong it's so..EEEEEEEEEEK I'M LOVIN IT! *background: bada-ba-ba-bahh* the night life is WHOOSH, the food is WHOOSH WHOOSH, the shopping * wiggles fingers* is WHOOSHWHOOSHWHOOSHWHOOSH. most unfortunately, however, the number of shopaholics here are too great to be accounted for, to the point that my dearest sexy-and-most-delicious-pretty-thing-that-i-feel-like-licking Kate Spade Ipod Mini Case.. got sold out!! how can this happen right! but anyways, as i was saying, -whispers- there's a lot of sale going on here!! and by chance, after i got out of Harbour City yesterday, and was walking along the street, i saw a huge sale going on at AX and everybody gotta wait outside the store cus it was too crowded, just like how everybody gotta wait outside the LV store when they're havin a sale. and anyhow, sorry girlfriends, i still do not know where to get fake branded goods damn it.

okay the food the food the food!! argh!! the food here is very good (: theres this indo cuisine place (i forgot the name) and there's EatingPlus (even ultimate non-vegetarians will love their broccoli pasta) and then there's Oliver's Super Sandwiches and of course, good old Mac's haha. sheesh seriously hongkong should pay me for writin all these shit but argh i feel inclined to la. and did i say there's a lot of sale going on?! eek i think im near hysterics cos of all the shopping and am in need of immediate therapy--which is of course,shopping!! (:

okay maybe i was exaggerating about the hot-guys-in-hongkong part in the previous entry, but uh overall, the guys here ARE better than those back in singapore. i dont feel like goin back to singapore ugh.
reason #1: asia's new york.
reason #2: hyper night life
reason #3: pretty view frm cousin's apartment window
reason #4: hongkong's favourite sport happens to be my favourite sport as well
reason #5: heheh..guys here are lets just say, drool worthy. i saw one who looks like ed chen in the mtr.
reason #6: okay i got a feeling if i continue the com's gonna crash

but anyhow i've said this and im gonna say this again i love hongkong!! and im short of cash la damnit. thus far i've only gotten stuff for er, qian. dno what to get for the rest. and as i mentioned above and i am gonna repeat it again, i am short of cash. hopefully mum will answer my call later and hopefully she will thoroughly comprehend the awful circumstances that i am so unfortunately caught in. -sidetrack a bit: the hot choc here is rather good haha- and i miss my girlfriends sooo much!!! i miss qian! i miss daph! (oh yes i received your message and please send me the pic of that phone cos im no good at numbers-even it's of a cellphone model, remember?) i miss hooyi! i miss mofo! i miss afie! i miss -haiyer- everybody la. everybody fly here can? and oh yes, start planning for next year's trip la haha. and yes, i miss ben soooooooooo friggin much. he'd better not flirt away and fcuk around (btw i got this cute fcuk bag and cap), even though i know he's at it. but argh what can i do about it?! s'okay. no it is not okay. haiya whatever la. fly here la everybody. oh man reminds me of dearest vithya's "come everybody come come come everybody" song

okay gotta run. see ya soon, kinkypoopypants. ttfn <3

manhattan avenue

eek!i love hong kong already!! omgness it's big time asian new york city, baby!!! i miss you guys so much arghh but s'okay haha the sales going on here soothe the pain in moi heart (: and dont wry i'll get smth nice for u guys. question: where to get fake stuff?! i have no freakin idea. and i'm stayin with my cousin at her apartment-manhattan avenue. tell me, people, how much more new york can it get? well, new york, of course. i'm lovin it here and the guys here are..to put it nicely, a thousand and one percent way better than those back in singapore. WHAHA! and chin chin's friend was tellin me its easy to get a guy here.oh wells. and oh yes daph, THAT is sooooooooooooo freakin pretty i could eat it haha. i love pink. cos of that kate spade thinggy! and i love kate spade! okay gotta go alr. ttfn. <3

yo mah only one

hellow kinkypants (: yesterday was pure crap! got to stadium and kena jab by qian's friends cos of the wrong info. but it's okay cus we didnt kena jab as hard as her friends. then! qian and ben decided to come over to my place to watch SI at like, close to 9. it was crazy man. talk about 3 people party which wasn't even anything close to a party. but WOOT TAUFIK WON!! WHAHA HE'S LIKE SO SWOON AND DROOL WORTHY AND I CAN GET SO HIGH ON HIM. okay phew- hahaha taufik is Da Man, man.

haiyer! will be leavin for hongkong early in the morn tmr. justin's leavin for london on sunday. this is so sad arghh oh well. quoting justin, "sometimes we just gotta let go of things as we knew it to be." how very true indeed. sigh- but i'd rather things be familiar to me. it's not that i dont like to try new and exciting things, but Certain Stuff are better left alone so that at least when everything else is turning against you, you can turn to those Certain Stuff. okay i dont get me. but whatever laa.

how to be pretty? i wanna be pretty but how?!?! eek damn paranoid. must not be too tanned. must not be too fair. and i wanna be pretty! in time for nxt year's grad night, like how hooyi reminded me just now. both of us wanna be pretty. okay this is peanuts. ATTN: getting high.dangerous.keep off. PFFT-* okay gonna go take a closer look at my closet. meetin dahleng hooyi, darling qian and dar dar daph hurhur. ciao bella.