its funny how people can identify with the words in songs. that must mean that the lyricist must've felt that way when he/she wrote those words. which then mean that the lyricist and you feel the same feeling. and to think that people actually feel the Nobody-else-can-understand-what-im-feeling-right-now feeling. ok i dont know if i make sense. but there.

and i miss my girl friends :( and i just realized i lost a few of my old school shirts. i miss my ugly blue oac shirt. i feel so sad now but i dont know why. somebody should give this feeling a name. its when youre kinda spacing out and not feeling anything except that slight melancholy. how queer. maybe its how the gaps between words feel.

the weekend's come and gone, and it was absolutely awesome while it lasted :] i shall continue with my fruit diet tomorrow. im missing something, but i dont know what.

{the perfect combination of: 3 words + 2 hearts + 1 kiss}

sandy ♥ says:
babe do you miss me
/ skips says:
absofuckinglutely!
/ skips says:
what a question to ask, huns!

i hate migraines >:( and i dont think the medicine's working. im home alone with a migraine. what can be worse that that. i miss mofo :( just saw her happy national day message cos i left my cellphone at benny's place yesterday. and my cell's running out of batt but the charger's not here. ugh. im waiting for training to end so i can have dinner. i love food. i love grocery shopping. and i shall challenge mince and spend more than 100 bucks on supermarket stuff heheh :] and mince the genius just told me there's radiation from com screen. i didnt know that before.

double whammy was a-okay. it wasnt as tiring as i expected it to be. probly cos we had honey stars :D and lunch was pretty good cos everybody was so hungry. i like ramen very much :D i belong to an emo class :]

ok i cant stand the migraine no more and im gonna snooze. bye, sad evil world.


p.s: yesterday i loved boyfriend BIG BIG. today i love boyfriend much more than that heeheehee hawhawhaw

:(

i dont know how to put it down properly in proper language, and i dont think i make any sense right now, but theres no better feeling than being with you. words do no justice to this feeling. argh!

today is the slackest proper school day ever. i love it! plus, i get to meet boyfriend after school. the downside is that i didnt get to donate blood :[ the doctor said that my blood pressure in the morning was pretty low, so i drank 2 packets of milo, but the pressure only went up by a bit. so i went back after school and my blood pressure was a-ok, but just to be safe i had to drink another packet of lemon-thingy. and just when i was all set to do my part to save a life, the nurse told me i cant donate because my veins are too small. i dont understand why my veins got to be so small!! ugh. i wish they were bigger. but anyway i got 2 of the stress-ball thingamajik. they're super cute :D

food i ate today:
1. chicken katsu (just a lil bit cos it didnt taste good)
2. peach (i love!)
3. macaroni-and-cheese + pringles (they go together very well)
4. eggplant and brown rice and orange

i love peaches!

so tonight i realized something, and it wasnt a very pleasant something. but it doesnt matter. not anymore, at least. it's so scary to trust a guy in that way. and so i made a mistake in doing so more than a year back, but thats not gonna stop me from trying again, and im sure this time everything'll be more than alright. we're all happy the way we are now. [: i love you benny.

going out to meet benny for dinner soon haha yayness! i havent done my blasted gp essay. i cant stand gp. ugh. >:( nevertheless i shall complete it tonight and put it into ms wong's pigeon hole like i promised. today laoshi almost confiscated oli's archie comics (lucky thing she didnt. phew) because dalton was ignorant enough to lean forward from his seat in the back row to try to peep at the archie mag i was reading behind the chinese ke ben. thank God laoshi was in a good mood today hahah. shes much better these days compared to her angsty lady days. and im much better too compared to those days. today i fell asleep only twice during her lesson. haha!

met benny wenny after school and we got ourselves honey glazed chicken frm cold storage. a whole chicken! i think i have a rather big appetite for a girl. which explains my being fat. and today is the first time i realize you can actually show your love by doing 5 squats and 5 jumping jacks in 30 seconds. how wonderfully fascinating! :]

tomorrow is lecture day! i love lecture day! because lecture day = slack day. mindy just showed me a certain somebody's blog and i think its interesting. in a ha-ha-guffaw way.

yayness to:
1.weekends
2.cereal and milk
3.comic strips
4.chocolate
5.snooze
6.muscle aches
7.sexiest man alive

i finally did detention yesterday and i slept thru most of it cos i was so tired after dance. my back and legs and tummy area still hurt, but i like the feeling of having muscle aches cos they gimme a sense of accomplishment. meeting hana and afie in town later. and probly jiaxin and mindy afterwards. dinner at spizza tonight! :] i love my boyfriend.

i think the world is a fairly weird place. what's the biggest number that anybody can come up with?

{you're the beat that my heart skipped }